Lucas life

2009-03-06T18:04:00.000-08:00

some how.. i feel sorry for whatever that i've said.
I don't know i'm feeling so lost over the pass few days. I don't know what to do.. or why i am feeling this way.

2009-03-06T09:20:00.000-08:00

Ros was baking cookies at 10+ 11 pm at night yesterday. Just because i said i would want cookies randomly in some sms and that maybe the day ended badly, i wasn't very please with her and i guess she wasn't very please with me to.. At that hour of the night.. baking cookies and saying sorry. I'm speechless, its not your fault, you didn't do anything wrong. I cried last night. I told jun alot of stuff, alot of stuff that i've been hiding from her just cause i didn't have the courage or the right time to bring it up but well i did it last night. As in she's got the hints that i'm throwing at her all this while.. i stayed up till 2+am. (while the one who was suppose to stay up and finish work, didn't.)

Jun rush assignment and slept at 3.30+/-

Ros brought the cookies to school today, was suppose to get it from her but no chance. I met up with the guys(sec sch) and i was drag to tamah jurong to have dinner. We ate zhu chao. Poor ros have to bring the cookies back again. oh and she fell this morning, some how, had some deep scratches.

Anyway the people who turned up, liang, angelia, hao wei, zhen, jie, foo, eric and siew yu. We were planning for a trip to certain parts of Malaysia during june. After dinner, we went to beauty world and played lan. We played left4dead and abit of cs. And we went home.

Jun so nice, called me and ask if i'm at timah and if i needed a lift, i wish i could, not for the lift but just cause i wanted to see her and to make sure that we are still good with each other. No huge impact on attutide towards one another after the conversation we had the night before. I just wanted to make sure.

I keep texting ros. Begging my friend to lend me his phone so i can change my sim card in case she reaches home and wants to call me.. i text a few times. Band should end at 8pm but she called at 7.45 or so to ask if we can still make it to meet and i said that it wasn't possible. 9pm i texted, 1hr you still not home yet. 9.30 i texted again. still no... 10 still can't get through the phone cause her battery was flat. I'm getting abit pissed. Call call call either don pick up or hang up.. or text with no reply. Bloody hell i reach home at 12.30 and tried the last few time and i gave up. She can sleep all she wants or do whatever she wants to do. I'm really sick of it. I'm sick of having to wait by the phone. I'm sick of giving my fastest reply possible while i have to wait bloody long for one.

It all started every since she started school i guess.. she's never been home early. Maybe for once the phone died and she rush home early and called me when she's home. She seems to be always borrowing phone from guys. (i don't like, i rather you not calling. i know you call cause you miss me and that i matter to you but its ok.. i know it.. just.. not from a guy please.)

I can't stand it when she can just knock off like that. I managed to last the whole day with 4hrs. She goes to school, i go to work, don't even try giving me that excuse. I'm freaking tired as well but i seem to bother much more. (and i hate it.)

I can't stand it. I never needed my girlfriend to be missy nice. She can jolly well give chocolates to whoever. I don't need her to pacify everyone on the planet, doing something different from the others.

I can't stand it when she mentioned buying boxers for her guy senior. I never wanted a girlfriend who is 'fun', in that sense. Fun gift yes, buy it for your own girlfriends, buy it for your brother, for your father so be, but you are buying for a who? what?.. (you didn't even buy for me la. and i've got friends who give me boxers before. friend's who are not very close. I take them as horny. Fun. and in a bad mean way. slutty.. and fair enough, one of my bro's got that girl to *censored* with him. I don't want you to be that way.. to me, it gives a very wrong impression, and mind you, yours is very wrong already. Well known ok..)

I find i cannot accept alot of the stuff that she does.. but i didn't say it out cause after all.. that's the way she is. I don't like it, doesn't mean she have to like it. I don't want to tie her down, she can do what she wants, buy what she feels like buying, have all the fun she would want to have, flirt, get popular, be nice, she can have it all, juggle it with studies, i mean you can only be 17 once, live it. She can go home late late which ever she likes. I don't want to care anymore. I find it stupid to be even bothered by it. That anger, and unhappiness wanting to burst out but for no reason or what-so-ever that i should even do that.

For me, i'm fine, i'm a family person. I had enough of fun.. I don't need all of those. i've met someone ideal. To be honest, who the hell wakes up at 4+ in the morning and watch movies online? Blog. Check mails.. Surf net.. 4am in the morning my dear friend. People go to sleep at four, she wakes up at four.

Just the day before i asked this question. Posted to the couples out there, do you love him/her, because of what he/she is? Or is it because you love him/her because how how much the both of you went through? I got caught up with this question. Interesting right?

Do you find yourself answering stuff like
-i like him because he's very nice, he pays for the meals, opens the door, holds my hands.
-i like her because she a national swimmer. netball captain. etc.
-i like him because he's on the headlines everyday. etc.

or do you find yourself saying
-i like him because he took out his kidney for me.
-i like her because we grew up together went through so much together, the bond is strong. There was once we blah blah blah, did blah blah blah. We cried, we laugh, we break toilet bowls together.. vomitted after a roller coaster ride together before.. etc.

huh? so how? what would your answer be? Why are you with the person that is beside you now?.. Are you still struggling to be together though the differences because you just can't let go of the times you all had together? Do are the both of you together because of some common interest? Or isit a butter trade? She gives you skin, you give her money? Is there something you actually want to get out from her and she from you?. ha.. think about it.

People like glenn ong gets all the luck. Ditch the old ugly one, married jamie yeo.. divorced.. now sticking with jean danker. fuck ass man.. some guy just gets all the luck.. and i really mean it. If you are a lucky guy, better learn to cherish it.

2009-03-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

i'm crying.. just why are you so nice to me.
why don't you understand we are people from two different worlds :P

2009-03-05T06:38:00.000-08:00

im going out for a run soon. all dressed up in my pt kit.. im damn stressed out. hair is still dripping with water. im feeling abit heaty.. good. im going to fall sick soon. i want to fall sick anyway. i want to take a break this weekend. i need to look at things again.. its been changing so much and the past 2 months its been changing so fast.

ok.. just one round. bye

2009-03-04T04:17:00.001-08:00

Hi people, firstly i'm sorry that i've been gone for so long. Well since my last post i think its like 3 months plus? Ha! Alright I'll try to keep up with the writing habit alright.

Loads of stuff happened and i'll just start off brand new from today alright?

I went to the dental this morning. Just for regular cleaning. There wasn't any MC given so i guess i'll have to go back to office tomorrow and key in as leave. A leave well taken i suppose. I met up with jun after my dental and after her class and we went for movie marathon. We caught 'He's just not into you' at 1330 and 'The curious case of benjamin button' at 1530. There wasn't a break at all like we planned, the first show kind of drag through to 1540 or so and we missed abit of the starting of the second show. She's been having some issues with the boyfriend lately, i mean the issue has always been on going but the past few nights she hasn't able to sleep, some times crying so i accompanied her. We've been out frequent, gym, dinner, run etc.. got to go back to being focused on work soon, been slacking abit. Going to be confirmed soon and i don't want to extend it anymore. Actually i don't really know why i bother since i'm intending to leave after school starts.

I guess what makes me really want to stay is the bonus.. Life, its that way, you get something, you lose something. One's got to accept it. Over at the current company, the bonus is good but travelling is still a major problem, as per usual ha!

Hmm.. i've been having some issues myself. I'm lost at what to do, there is no need to do something about it, or there is? I'm not too sure. What do i really want? I'm like trap in two worlds, no matter how much i want them to exist together, i can't. It doesn't work that way. I don't know man, right now, i'm taking it as it goes. I got myself into this mess, not that i don't like it nor that i really like it but i feel tied up to this mess. I don't have room to move about. I feel so strandled. How..? Though i don't say it but its affecting me alot.. and its times like now that i don't know what to do. I'm hiding my thoughts to myself. Thoughts when spoken out need to have action, and every action has its own consiquences, it may affect one, it may affect more than one, it may have affect 1 day, 1 hour or it maybe years, maybe a life time. Do you understand my mess?.?

SNIPERS, anyone want to go on a holiday or bagpacking in june? Do share my your interest k.

2008-12-20T07:19:00.000-08:00

I feel so lonely. I called up my friend and ended up being mistaken as being drunk. Like.. nobody understands how pathetic it is. Everybody still thinks i have alot of friends..

I have to buy my own Christmas ablum this year.. and i'm sharing it with myself.

All i want for christmas is to fall in love. I can't. I don't know why. Probably can't find some one who loves me back. Lonely lonely christmas for me.. Lonely white christmas. Hanging reindeers on the top of my monitor and a red santa hat on my door. A small christmas tree in my quiet room. I guess.. Its just me and the songs and my bed.. I'm so tired.. ahh.. lonely lonely.

Nobody understands. No one cares lala la la.. and its the xmas time of the year. My favourite time of the year. Should i pamper myself with a 500+ watch? Hmm.. I need a girlfriend to spurge on each other. I need a perfume. I need to spend a bubble bath in the bath tub and red wine with turkey. Christmas carollings.

Last Christmas i gave you my heart.. but the very month you gave it away. You MIA-ed and left. This christmas i gave it to fuck up guys whose going to settle for korean dinner with Kbox after that. I RATHER STAY HOME!. So not tempting to go.. but i have no other plans. I need a girlfriend. I want to fall in love. I want to be loved and pampered back. I BLOODY WANT MY ATTENTION BUT NOBODY IS GIVING IT! ROAR. FUCK CHRISTMAS. FUCK YOU JESUS CHRIST. you made christmas a day of sharing the joy BUT I'M NOT IN JOY AT ALL!. MOFO.

2008-12-12T02:36:00.001-08:00

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2008-12-10T07:04:00.000-08:00

I haven't been blogging for awhile..
Some updates would be that i'm actually resigning. Its not confirm as to when my last day would be. I just can't survive in the enviroment. To put in good terms, they leave you there to do your stuff but that's just 'on the surface' kind of judgement. Sometimes you feel that many eyes are looking at you, many gossips are going around behind your back but just when you turn back to look at them, they act like nothing is happening.
First they said i was usually late, he said that he's got complains that i didn't hand in my assignment on time. I was so pissed off. I hate being maligned. I told them there wasn't any date line given at all, and usually when there is one, like lets say friday this week, i usually finish on tuesday and submitted already. Than he said that i never ask. Everything is - 'You never ask.'
He gave me over the weekend to decide if i am still interested in the job.
I came back early. I woke up earlier. Rush out. Dress nicely.. All prepare.
Than came, into the room again. 'I can see your not interested in the work. You've been surfing the net.' (hello, i've finish my work! And like wtf so is everybody else doing it, not just me??)
You said i was late, i came early.
Now you still say i'm not interested. Honestly speaking, I'M NOT. You tell me today i come early, 2-3 years you worry if i'll still come early or not etc. And i can tell you, i'm earlier than alot of people already and fuck you. 2-3 years down you dare say, 2-3 i'm still stuck with the drawings, i might as well leave now. I just kept quiet. I have to.. My mum isn't working. I tried to take it that -work is after all work, it will get boring but we all need the money so bear with it. I TRIED LIVING WITH THAT THEORY. I shut up and went work. I don't complain already and look who's complaining now. I mean i've always thought women are bitchs to give this kind of attitude, i didn't know that even working gives you one. If you want some thing say.. Over here at this company, they tell you 'come on, lets be frank about it, talk like a man.' I asked them what the difference between being a confirmed staff and not being one, cause he said he couldn't confirm me, and he said, 'The only difference is being confirm you need one month notice to leave the company, being not confirm, 1 week you can go already.' Nothing said about year end bonus. Nothing said about company benefits. As if that was only that. They said it like so point bankly. Doesn't really answers your question.

I'm going to dreamworks advertising pte ltd to interview tomorrow. If you want to see me in tie, blazer etc you can come meet me. They wanted me to go in professional wear, no choice. Interviewing as a sales & marketing executive. Its a good company. Very well known and i hope i can get in. Get involve in some events, do something exciting for a change, go meet new people. Make new friends. Get some connections. BUT so far i heard this company isn't as good as it seems to be. Well since i already taken leave, might as well.

Yeah well thats all for work i guess.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder. I'm so pissed yet so sad at the same time. We haven't been talking and i don't know why. Probably its me.. Partly cause she's busy with school. I don't know... Its been 3 weeks 2 days. She doesn't seem to care and it hurts me. I feel so stupid.. I'm neglected. All the 'lucas what are you doing? where are you? Want meet me later anot.' Gone. No more. Now, its 'i'm busy.'. 'My phone is spoilt.', 'No, cannot call me, later the phone auto shut down.'. 'House phone spoil cannot call out.', 'You working, you suppose to call me what.'. Stop.. .. its painful man. Maybe its PMS. I don't know.. I don't have PMS. You tell me whats wrong. Maybe cause i emo lately. 5 mins happy, 5 mins fucking sad. Hannah said i've fallen for her. I don't want to but i guess i am. Or maybe its the I-Miss-You-So-Fucking-Much syndrome. I miss the 'lucas do you need a hug?',

yes i miss it. I'd drop my wallet like 2-3 more times for it (considering that my cards are still intact and i get my wallet back). I miss the 'Do you think i'm kissable?'. I miss the 'I am cute and chubby what! Cannot meh?.'.. .. .. I'm so stressed out. I want to smile again. I want to really laugh without feeling so bad that i'm actually laughing and that i tearing alway. I'm so scared i'm not having a job soon. I'm so worried about school. I don't know if i want to start now or start 6 months later. Financial doesn't allow me to do so and i can't loan from bank since i'm resigning. I feel so jealous when everbody else is smiling and laughing away while i'm not. I some times wish they all die. Evil yes but i wish their live is 10x worse den me, 100x worse then people in poorer coutries so they can actually sense the sadness, drown the whole world with tears.

2008-12-02T07:55:00.000-08:00

I went to pamper myself today. Indulging in my favourite food.
Strawberry Cheesecake from venezia.

And i went to catch 'Quarentine' today.

Before i went for it, the reviews online was written:

"Quarantine", a remake of the award-winning Spanish horror "[REC]" is no exception. It's fair to say that the handheld camera technique has helped a lot in bringing out the feel of the film from the already formidable plot. Through such realistic camerawork, the audience is taken on a journey of fear, not only of the mysterious threat inside the building but the fear that is felt by the cameraman himself, in this case, the Afro-American Scott, as he and the main character Angela run, hide and fight their way to safety from the terror that has befallen upon them the moment they decided to catch a group of fire-fighters in action on camera.

Jennifer Carpenter gave an interesting performance as the lead Angela Vidal.
... ... she starts to get better and better every minute and by the time the action starts to intensify, you can smell the fear and paranoia coming from her and it feels very real. You almost want to slap her for being so annoyingly freaked!

Kudos to the writers responsible for the interesting plot. Instead of your normal zombie tragedy of 'scientific-experiments-gone-wrong', the last 15 minutes turns it into something more superior to your B-grade zombie movie. The only bane is of course the fact that at times you will feel like getting inside the movie and hold Scott's hand so he won't shake the camera too much.

And.. yes i agree. I went into the movie expecting alot from this woman and fucking hell yes, i do feel like slapping her throughout movie, i mean she's so freaking annoying, her 'half-crying' is more frequent than the moans of the zombies and her pleads for wanting the light to be shone on her because she's so afraid of the dark is really so irritating. Selfishly demanding. Shine on you already then what? still die right.

Overall
Scare Factor 4/5
Plot 3/5
Gore Factor 3/5 (its not so gore, still can accept, bloody, biting of the neck, fracture bones but still walking. To me, still ok. Not so bad.)
Actors/Actress 3.5/5 (not really the famous few but i would say not bad. A little too much but not bad.)
Throughout movie excitment 4/5 (jumpy. Like playing game. Got chase up and down, into a room, out of the room.. etc.)

Some introduction into Rabies (if you don't already know what it is, cause i do HA!)

Quarentine of rabies infected

2008-12-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

I never learn my lesson..
:'( poor judgement.

2008-11-30T00:28:00.001-08:00

Over the weekend lucas wasn't around. Here's what he did with spending SGD$75.

He went to KUKUP RESORT!. 2D1N. Transportation from your door step to Kukup, Seafood provided, bbq provided, resort (house so big la!, air conditioned with alots of rooms and lots of bed. Mini K-box. Lots of mahjong. Cards. Sea View etc ETC eTC!!!) Let the pictures speak for themselves. I highly recommend it. Especially if your looking for s short get away, some thing simple yet fun and cheap at the same time. No worries on lodging and food, its all covered for you, the person even BBQ for you, you just have to sit there and wait for the food to come and man, his bbq skills is real good. Lets say your travelling in groups like 10-20peps yes, highly recommend it. Their number is

Yeo Chien Pin 019-7893158, 019-7363158.
Yuan Chen Kukup resort (air conditioned)
Seafood,BBQ,Boating,Karaoke,Atro,ETC..

And just one hour +/- ride from the customs after leaving singapore... Upon arrival, proudly presents.

Victor and Larry. (Dear cousins)

Brings you back to olden times, housing above the swamps.

If you think you'll end up sleeping on poor lodging?.. Guess again.

On the balcony.

Try to spot for the crabs, , hermit crabs, seashells (on the sea shore *giggles*) & mudskippers (alot of them, big to small to SUPER FUCKING FAT).

Hi doggie :)

Spot the blackie.

Boating.

Well, we didn't get the very good boat. HA.

Xiao Yi (small auntie)

Xiao yi, Shan yi. (the small one and the third one)

:) so cute right :) i know.

I really love the views. If you would scroll down some more, as the sun sets by the river, I took some very very nice photos. The short get away made me really happy with the views. Its TO-DIE-FOR.

Couple couple. (cousins la. asshole)

Meow! I'll eat the fish head first, than body and lastly tail. ROAR!.

We alighted at this fishing farm off the island to see some fishes. Careful where you walk people, please balance yourself. Inside are 200+ fishes, some will bite.

Ahh yes yes, we all know. Your middle finger. ha. Common language.

Oh if your there, they will introduce you this fish call 'spitting fish', and if you've done enough reading of those thick thick books, ancricopedia (whatever heck the way its spelt, fuck it.) yeah you will come across this fish term spitting fish. and fuck to you. Spitting fish means IT SPITS! dumb ass. Go try it ha, i did, hold out your finger, the fish will think that its some worm or food on a leaf and it will spit water from its mouth up to 30cm high so the worm will drop into the water and become its food. Ha. and im such a cheap bitch. I love to get spit at, i did it 4 times haha.. hahahah.. like really fun. Getting spit at by a fish while i erm.. u know.. do it to another woman. Exciting. Ha. HAHAHAHA. (cant stop laughing).

I love the color white and i love dogs. Put them together and you'll get this. Ha. One guy and one girl.

The extinct species that you'll never find some where else. Unless your doing research on it ha.

They say it's being used for research AIDS and etc.. ha. As in.. millions of years old. The owner of this fish, if fish sold, he's going to be damn rich.

Side track abit.

Love this picture alot. And its taken by me. My HP wallpaper now. ha.

BBQ. The person cook every thing, we just eat that's all. haha.

Guess what? fire works haha, you'll never have it in singapore :P

Some times, i wish i had a girl friend i could share this view with. Have all my friends around, especially those cb all couple couple, always not free one to be around and watch it together. Have BBQ, fish. Catch some crabs. Ha throw each other into the piles of poo under the house.

Some auntie's kids were singing & dancing to the song 'Dancing Queen'. I have the vid. Wait for the upload k. ha.

And off we go ! ha. Sing Sing Sing through the night.

The next morning's high tide means we're going home soon. How sad.

I'll be back. I promise.
Although the food @ the restaurants sucks. The cups were dirty. The fish uncooked. Housefly flying around but yeah for the BBQ and the lodging. Big house and air con. Oh.. don't be too surprise, if you find your pee goes straight down to mother earth ha. I mean yes poo poo also. That's their sewage system there.

Alrighty, signing off now. Lets go together again next year perhaps okay and, the next time i go, i'm bringing my girl friend :D

2008-11-26T07:25:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday MUMMY!!
YOU SUCK! but i still love you. No choice, you are my mummy.

No time to blog. I want to change blog template soon.

2008-11-23T01:29:00.001-08:00

I went to play basketball in the morning, got some tan on myself. Sat around and chat with the guys over work, army, economy, school, etc.. Sat there for a few hours, we haven't been seeing each other for awhile and gathering every one can be a pain in the ass for a start ha.

Came back home so tired and worn out probably cause of the sun though i managed to finish cleaning the house. Showered and sitting here surfing around. I'm looking for answers to some questions and i came across very interesting stuff.

On How do you know if a guy likes you. :
It says,
Are you meeting on a regular basis, or is he just calling you when he has nothing better to do? If the boy you are going out with is settling for a date from the moment you split up from your present date, this is a good sign; this means that he is looking forward to meeting you again. If he says that he’ll call you back, this is rather bad news, meaning that he doesn’t know how to tell you that he is not interested.

Having introduced you to his friends is a good sign, but it’s not sufficient to tell you that he likes you. If his friends behave nicely to you, this may mean that he has told them only good things about you.

having met his family means that he is serious in the relationship, and is not hiding you from his family. Well, it could also mean that he is getting along well with his folks and he might do this with all his girlfriends, but there are fat chances for this to be so.

Is he paying attention to what you are saying?

Is he aware of the events in your life?

Is he giving you flowers or other small gifts?

On How to tell if a girl ilkes you. :

take a look at where the top of her shoes are. If these are pointed at you, she likes you, even if she doesn’t look at you.

is she interested in what you say or do? If not, you should better take your mind off that girl. In case the girl laughs at what you are saying and is following your speech or behavior, this is a good sign. She is definitely into you, so you should unquestionably try dating her.

girl likes you is if she starts behaving and talking like you. Imitation means admiration, so if a girl does so; this means that she fancies you for sure.

If she shares your interests and she is available to talk to you, without being focused on another guy at the bar or school, this is also good news for you. Eye contact is also important. If she looks in your eyes, this may mean more than the fact that she is cheeky.

she behaves foolishly (like dropping things or getting red), this means that she is nervous and she likes you. On the other hand, lack of interest and when a girl has everything under control and is very cool, she might not be very interested in you.

And if you want to know if your in love, go to Are you in love? ha. If you want to know. I'm half yes, half no. so.. conclusion. Results are fucked up ha.

2008-11-22T07:25:00.000-08:00

Come bring you go out walk.

Bad boy.

Dumb dog.

Opps Grandma. Candid !@! ha.

Trying for some entertainment @ work.

Bleah.

I like the design. I like the color, but i don't like the material.
$41.xx for a no brain shirt. Though its a designer one meaning whole singapore only 9 of it. (so he says).. How?. Should buy?

2008-11-21T15:49:00.000-08:00

some thing evil's up my sleeve.

Like a bond recieving his mission.
I had my calling last night..
Seduce and destory.

2008-11-21T07:12:00.000-08:00

Tired Tired.. ^^ but i guess steph's out there more tired than i am. Well i'm home. I went bugis yesterday. I went bugis again today..
I met up with lana yesterday, she called, the bf studying for his exams and she wanted to go out so i met her for dinner, did some shopping. Shopping for myself, shopping for xmas gifts and my mum's present. Anyway i bought a Fred Perry top for myself. I bought a new watch, black with golden stripes, quite 'attention grabbing'. My colle came to me and ask me if what horoscope am i, and concluded that taurus people tend to go for branded stuff etc, than i told her i'm a person who look into image alot, i don't tend to shop for branded stuff but i do appreciate design alot. Its either catchy or its out, no other way. Anyway i bought a watch for stephie too. Cheap cheap cute cute one. The ruler kind, you piak already curls into your hand ha. Yellow stripes with pink hearts, than got cute cute bear but it doesn't squeek when you press it. Sucks. Same concept as the kids toy but no sound one. ha, lousy. I saw this ear ring damn nice. Green crystal, silver crystal-ed cross. I like it alot ha. Wanted to buy for her too but lana didn't have anything that she like so end up no buy, no point what.. buy one only no offer.
Today suppose to meet stephie for dinner but she had last minute work to do so cancelled. I suppose to go tailor my pants/jeans at far east, thought didn't meet her already might as well go home watch tv. Peijuan msg me on the bus ask if i wanted to meet for dinner, since she's just at bugis and i really wanted to get that earing, so i went down to meet her instead.. but fuck la. Only left with pink color. The green one yesterday so many, less than 24hrs gone! Sold out. Tmd. Can you believe it??? My taste too good already. Everyone's favourite. She was at bugis to buy a twilight book from kino, and her friends never book out, so she another one, didn't want to go home early on a friday so turn to asking me. (I like spare tire ha but well, what are friends for? I guess if they don't have anybody else to look for i also wouldn't see them very often, so why not?) Anyway.. I bought like 6 ear rings, intend to give cousins for xmas present, then the guys i intend to buy ginger bread man. Haven't think of what to buy for friends yet. Ros one think already, i promised to get a onistuka shoe for her. Hmm.. the rest of the peps still no idea yet..
Friendster been inactive for awhile coz of stephie. Should i start again? I don't know how i can settle down man, so many out there, when are you sure your enough? Probably still young. I was thinking about marrying this morning when i saw this red vespa parked outside the company. I was thinking when i get married i want to do this 'amazing race thing around singapore' take wedding photos, ask questions to prove like we really know each other well, than the last stop is at some other coutry where our honeymoon will be. I want to drive around in a red mini, behind drag alot of big big bears sitting on rollers, than i drive slowly the wedding bears follow behind in their own small car. Than the mini cooper got crave gothic//arab name for me and my wife, like tatoo. So cool la.. I want to propose to her inside a cinema, people propose on the suntec screen i don't like, i want to cut the movie in half, and ask them to put the 'will you marry me Row x-x?' marquee. If i'm rich enough ha. Else if, don't marry. ha. I want to go for the drive in cinema. Now no more already. Sigh.. old school but i love it.
Ahh. brings in the mood for love man. Ohh.. stephie sick again haha. See la. Durian durian. haha good for you.

I wanted to blog about my mum but tomorrow ba.. I'm talking to stepie. Bye~

2008-11-20T08:40:00.001-08:00

fuck up la. no time to blog today. pissed off. chee bye.

2008-11-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

This is me, here. And infront of me, 'Application for POSB further study assist'. Yes.. I've got study loan application infront of me. Hmm.. I running low like really low. Savings suppose to hit 1k this month.. but i'm at $500 only which means i'm not on track at all. I side drifted. This month's saving suppose to be $600-700, its gone partly cause mummy ran out of cash and she took $250 from me, so by right i should save $450 right but no.. i spend.. and pay bills.. left with $200. Sigh. I need a girlfriend who can't keep my wallet and the fuck thing is, I DIDN'T EVEN BUY ANYTHING! I just spent mostly on food and movies. Hmm.. i mean.. no choice what, being a guy, i've paid for who ever the girl that is out with me. Especially when i have so many cards. All got discount. Then everything i also pay by card. I'm starting to hate cash. I never have more than $30 in my wallet ha. All pay by card. Happy happy just sign. Yeah so i've got no choice but to look at the application form. I don't want to borrow from my relatives and look at the dog at home. I mean, no point relying on her. She's relying on me. Asshole. Tough life. Wasn't born right but fuck that, i'm born already. Get on with it..

Hmm.. I've taken up a new sport. Some thing that i like alot.. Which is running :D i went to run just now and i bump into the uncle, the one that runs alot around the neighbourhood, the one that i admire alot, he's old but fit as hell. He's always like in short and running shoes, even if he goes to buy dinner, he run's there and maybe stroll back and he's really friendly, he recognises me and always say hi, ask me how's my day and all. Smile. I like him alot. and.. I ran a quick 5 rounds around the park and fast walk for one round than i ran another 2 round before he came up to me and started running with me.. I pace him for another 3 round and i cui already. He's not very very fast or maybe he slowed down for me i don't really know but i went back and i wanted to run with him again, side by side. I want to run like committing to it. Gym tomorrow. Then run again, take timing, run, run and run. It's a good sport and it takes up my mind.

I wouldn't have to think about stuff like the bills are all infront of me, i don't have to think right now at this moment of time, i'm hungry cause i skipped dinner. I only have a meal today and it was fried rice with chicken wing. $2. From the canteen at my work place at around 5pm. I don't have to think ros is coming back this weekend, how am i going to handle two person. I don't have to think that i'm playing with somebody as dangeous as me.. and i just can't stop. I think i like her.

It's dangerous. She's dangerous. I am dangerous. Why is she dangerous? Basically cause i don't know her. In some ways, she's alot like zhijun, in some ways she's more than zhijun. You ask me what i like about her? I would say.. I the cosy-ness when she stands like just right beside me. She gets your mind pumping. You just want to hold her close and kiss her. That's why i say she's such a temptation, knowingly or unknowingly doing it. She's just so close, that we brushed each others nose, she played with my hair and i keep smelling hers. I'm happy and she can talk alot like alot alot non stop till u think she's so annoying u want to kiss her to make her shut up but some times she's so quiet you start thinking what's wrong. IN SHORT, SHE MESS-ES WITH MY MIND! Argh.. and that's why i hate it. I don't have control. and.. if you ask me why i don't like her? I'm scared. Like i say she's as dangerous as me. Sometimes i think, i barely even know her and if this is the way she is, i'm like thinking how many other guys have actually fallen for it already? I don't want to think, "oh i'm so special." etc, i mean, love has never come my way, people who are nice, always ended up leaving, breaking up, hurting me, etc.. (exceptional for ros) so if you tell me, for a person who barely know me, and is attracted to me like in such a short while, i'm sorry no. I don't believe. I would, if its like rozi that time, secondary school. Lana etc.. My confidence level is so high, my record is kept at two weeks. As in, I only need two weeks and she'd be my girlfriend. Now, different.. Probably grown up already. There's alot to consider. Asking some one to be your girlfriend isn't that easy anymore. I don't live that kind of life. Not anymore. If i had, i would easily account to having 10+ ex girlfriends now. And the thing scary about is, steph actually told me, like she bought this watch for another guy and he bought another one back for her, like she bought the guys one for him, and he bought the girl one for her. I don't know. I don't want my girlfriend to be this way. Ask him buy his own la, what's with the i buy for you, you buy back for me thingy. Couple watch some more. Then she go shopping today, she bought with another guy the same shirt, same size, same design, same color. On the phone i was looking at my bills and talking to her, i quietly felt -.-||

I'm not saying she can't do it. I wouldn't say if its right of wrong but i definately say i don't want my girlfriend like that or have that kind of history. You can't put two dangerous people together, you just can't!. I did what she did before, on a friend too. AND THAT'S WHY!!. Well, fuck myself. I cannot accept it yet i'm doing it. You just can't put two people, two people like that together, they'll pissed each other off and i'm seriously. I don't know her at all. Unless she can prove to me that she's a different girl when she's attached. Just like me.. than maybe it possible to have a relationship. Else i think it wouldn't work out. For me, come on everybody knows it. I've got a girlfriend, i'll give her my all. Steph would you be one too??but bullshit, nobody appreciates.)

Hmm.. yesterday we had dinner, we talked about going genting. Talked about she joining me and my friends. Than we talked about sharing rooms, she'll be sleeping with me and all.. So sweet ha. She want to tied me up and leave me to sleep at the bath tub while she sleep on the bed. Asshole right. Well i'm serious ha. I've ask my friends already and they are interested in going for the trip ha. Decemeber? Hmm..

Do you really like me or are you playing with me?. I really don't know man.. Everything is going so fast.. I have fast records but fast records doesn't last. I'm afraid. Very afraid. I don't want to get hurt :(

2008-11-18T05:57:00.000-08:00

ok ok.. i was busy meeting stephie (stephanie).. i didn't really MIA. I was always around just that i don't blog.
Well we've been going out. Movie, eat chill out and all. She's just this dangerous dangerous person. Lucas have met his match. Every moment out with her, your resisting temptations after temptations. Temptations of ice cream. And some other stuff that'll not disclose. Just.. DANGEROUS.
ha.. i wudn't say like she's the hottest thing on earth but being another child around the neighbourhood who's had background in psychology she can play with your mind and you don't even know it ha. She's definately know what she's got and she damn good at using it ha..
That's all i would say for now. Feels nice being out with her.. but still.. alot of things to consider.

and. I LOST MY WALLET TODAY! and i didn't even know how i lose it.

2008-11-17T04:34:00.000-08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words.
And the sing, sings a melodious lullaby.

2008-11-10T02:57:00.001-08:00

I can't wait for school to start :(
life sucks.

2008-11-04T07:21:00.001-08:00

2008-10-29T23:56:00.000-07:00

I'm on unpaid leave today! ha.. It was pretty uncalled for. The email came last night that i'm having a interview today i replied back to see if i could change it to friday instead but i didn't get any reply. Today i went work, check my mail, still no reply, then i noticed that my resume was actually forwarded to both singapore and malaysia, and the person that replied me was from malaysia. So i called and they told me that its advisable to go down for the interview today because the manager was around so yeah i submitted my leave online (which i could have done it at home, imagine the few more hours of sleep) and i left my work place, travelled back to the west side and went of the interview at toh guan road east with nothing but a semi formal handsomely dress-ed me. I didn't even bring my documents. It was really impromptu. Well.. i shall not talk more about the interview. Was pretty bad at first than it was pretty good but still lets wait for the follow up interview than i'll let you know okay. If i don't get the second interview than i mean, just forget it ha. Who knows right now yeah?

Anyway since i was at toh guan, i wanted to say hi to malcolm but that asshole is so busy even to come out of the building to say hi for awhile. ASSHOLE! Not refering to you but your sickening job. HITACHI ELEVATOR! KNNBCCB! ha. opps. Yeah since im at toh guan, i met my auntie for lunch too. We had fish&co. They are having a promotion. 1 for 1 Fish & Chips. CITIBANK CARD HOLDERS So me and my auntie we each ordered a fish and chip. I paid for it since she's always paying for me and well its pretty cheap. Two people eat $25.xx only.

Hmm.. yeah i went shopping at FOX. DBS CREDIT/DEBIT CARD 15% OFF Ha yeah.. well..

Kinda regretted not sticking with modelling since secondary school. I should have stayed to it.. Ha.

What i wore today.

Grey cardi. $49.90 (before discount)

same cardi but black. $49.90 (before discount)

2008-10-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

see my dinner for today ha. Tomatoes, lettuce and cucumber all raw. Damnit not very appetizing ha and im having trouble trying to finish my plate while i'm typing this away.

I wouldn't say it sucks. I'd just say i'm not used to it and man, i'll get used to it soon enough. From today onwards for a month, lucas says, no fried food!. Dinner is to be only vegetarian.

Well my dear friends, its healty lifestyle week ha so says king lucas.!

PS. I'm trying to start a blog where everybody get access to blog about the food they eat, they places that they want to intro for the other people out there, something like a forum, only that this is a managed by a smaller group of people, managed by you, me and a few other people who are interested. So do give me the support and i'll let you know when the blog will be up and you people can start posting whatever shits you all like. Food of cause.
Well i just thought everybody post about food once in awhile right? and wouldn't it better if you get everybody's post about food together, gather them so that you wouldn't have the trouble of blog hopping when you can just access them at one single blog? agree?

2008-10-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

:P i smell you.

here, there, here there. Well you understand ^^ ha. Hmm. Hmm.. ha. Yes you understand.

2008-10-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

The movie 'Blindness'

I went to watch this movie today. I'm giving it a 4/5.
What you can expect for the show is something like the other shows to do with unexplainable incidents like the movie that was shown just recently about people jumping from building, losing themselves, people start dying and all, due to the trees talking to eat other, spreading some poisonous gases that corrupts human brains etc. Yes you can expect something like that on this show. -Global epidemic movie- they call it.

And yes. It reflects so much on reality that i wanted to get out of the threatre during the middle of the movie, just because i couldn't stand it anymore, it pains me to see what is happening when stuff like that happens, when the people from ward 3 start asking **for something** from people from ward 1 just for food. It reflects alot. As in if you really understand the movie and truely appreciates what its trying to what you, what god has for us, end of days etc. Realities like, for example, if you've seen the movie 'DARK KNIGHT', there's one part where that fuck ass joker put two ships of people together trying to prove that humans have a black heart and that people from the two ships will blow each other up but they didn't do it and proven joker wrong?.. Yes that's what i'm trying to say here. If you get the true meaning of what the movie is trying to tell you, that that is the reality, people are not appreciating nature, people are not appreciating one another, not treasuring one another when they should, not appreciating the power of sight when you have one.. yes please go watch it, it explores human natures, good or bad, people's selfishness, opportunism, indifferences, but also their empathy, love and sheer perseverance.

Though, i would say its a pretty draggy movie. Not as exciting as will smith's 'The legend' but i do assure you, its worth watching. It really proves how much oversea's productions is way way much better than Singapore's productions. Well i'm not trying to sound like im a traitor or what, but honestly i never like singaporean productions, the likes of rain tree productions, example 'I not stupid'. Yes i don't support it, you just can't put them compare to oversea's productions. Take horror movies for example, singapore can only come out with joker horror movies, take a look at Thailand's. I mean, there are times when english horror movies sucks, like the recast of the grudge, the eye etc. I'm being fair here. English recast movies are never to be compare to those of the originals from japan. And singapore's productions of reality tv, with a plot to show what is happening in society is really bad compare to those of english..

Just imagine if singapore is going to do a recast of james bond 007. Can you just imagine how hilarious it will be, having all the casts from liang po po acting in it?.. Liang zhi qiang, li guo huang and the other shortie guy(what is name?).

I'm sorry man. I'm not a supporter of local movies. I'm not even a big fan of chinese movies. So too bad alright.

Anyway. Do bear with this show, its really nice. Hang on to your gf, i mean, you know share abit of kisses or something if it gets boring but do enjoy the show like i did. Good weekend my dear friends!.

oh its M18. And.. DO BEAR WITH NAKED PEOPLE. FAT SKINNY. And the sex that's going on. HAHAHA.

2008-10-24T06:02:00.000-07:00

To anyone who likes to watch horror movies as much as me, i would recommend this

Scared 1/8-8/8

It's a thai horror movie, some of the actors/actress you've actually seen them before in other horror movies. Gosh. Please watch it till the end. It will sum up the whole story and well.. be in for a plot that you'll never have thought of at all.

Have fun people. A scary friday.! Halloween's coming. Prepare for party yet?

Yours Headless Horseman.

(oh come'on, aren't u sick of the prop from 'i know what you did last summer', change something even older can.)

2008-10-23T15:59:00.001-07:00

You want to know what??

TGIF (THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!!)

WOOHOO~~~! Lets all hold hands and dance around!

2008-10-22T03:43:00.001-07:00

Do you want to know how to feel like a old man, who's just waiting for death? at the very age of 23?
If you want to know how, just start working. You'll know it soon enough. One day soon, i'll be going blind and my headaches is going to kill me.

2008-10-20T05:27:00.001-07:00

I havn't change job yet.. prepared to go anytime though. Well.. i just can't take it anymore. Can't take the fact that i need to leave house so early, go there, wait.. wait.. wait.. just keep looking the the dumb clock to reach 5.30pm and go home. and then its another wait.. till 7 plus 8 than i get to reach home.. Sit down, get myself comfortable and not long after its strikes 10, and time for bed. I'm struggling with the school fees, 2 more months, and in 2 months i've got to save 4k at least and than borrow the rest of it from some one else. Its hard life man.. I just wish i die, every day at work i wish some thing happens, else i just wish i die, i just wish i sleep and wake up to see that its 5pm soon.

Some one said red doesn't suit him, just well.. ha. I love red. Imagine a red mazda roadster mx-5.

I went to this so-so restaurant at VIVOCITY on sunday. Its called HK Kim's Gary Restaurant. Its rather funny, they suppose to serve hong kong dishes but when you there's this 'Ireland french fries' just at the entrance of the restaurant. Well, wait till you see the menu, you'll be shocked.

Due to bad experiences from Xin Wang, i wasn't quite impressed with its menu, seeing that its got shanghai this korean that.. come on, how good can your hong kong dishes be then, you've got this got that, don't expertise and say its a hong kong restuarant.

Well, to my surprise that was just my initial thoughts. I ordered a

Nissin noodles with fried pork chops.

Peanut thick toast with condensed milk.

Spicy fries.

The bill.

It's not very expensive. Well damnit. Its cheap ha.. I mean you go xin wang eat noodles the same one, maybe lets say erm.. 8plus 9 bucks? This one tastes really good i would say. Recommend you to try, and the restaurant have this hong kong mushroom rice, i nearly wanted to try it cause over at hong kong, i never eat it before. The thick toast, IS REALLY THICK!. Compared to full house, full house sells peanut thick toast with hershey chocolate sauce, full house one is good, this one over here is good as well, the only thing is, this one here, IS REALLY THICK!!@!@!@!. Hahaha.

As for the fries, we eat lesser than 10 stripes and we dao bao, dao bao, throw away. If you get what i mean.. and the fries, $3.50. Unless your like me, rich enough to throw $3.50, else don't even order it. I know its tempting to try but please, i rather you go opposite, burger king or carls. NICER.

2008-10-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

In the sunday times today.

Regional hospital/clinical treatments are cheaper. (refs to thailand, malaysia & Taiwan)
Quotes:"Singapore hospitals tend to do things very quickly and rush you from one station to the other. The staff are also less friendly." on service in singapore compare to the ones overseas. "..throughout his four-hour examination, an english-speaking nurse guided him from station to station. The doctors also explained the test findings in detail. At the end of the check-up, patients could rest in a lounge, with food and drinks provided."
Quotes:"While foreigners are coming in, getting Singaporeans to seek help overseas would seems strange."

Fewer heading into KUSU
On getting youngsters into coming into kusu,
Quotes:"Why do you need all these things? The poing of coming here is to give thanks to the gods, not entertainment,"

Page four, Cheaper carpark rates in town on sunday. woohoo

Local Gyms.
On hard selling tactics,
Quote:"Other gyms offer different members different prices. We're not like that."
Quote: .. within a week, all three gyms made over 15 calls to me, urging me to take up a membership.

Want growth? Get good leaders first: SM
Quote: .. leaders make or break a nation.

Female predator.
Recent report of a 32-year-old woman charged with having sex with a 15-year-old minor, her former student..
On teenagers developing an infatuation for perople in authority whom they admire,
Quote:".. this usually does not approach intimacy as the adult draws the boundaries."
From experts,
Quote: .. adult men are at least four times more likely than adult women to have sexual feelings for a minor. Woohoo..
On raising awareness,
Quote:"more such cares may occur, though they are likely to remain undiscovered". why should they?. ha

Virtual love costed her $12k
Quote:"I was too engrossed in the relationship, and i used my heart to think instead of my head."
Who doesn't? but.. good one. Now, you learn :D

2008-10-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

I've made a promise that i'll go to bed at 10.30 from next week on and 11pm if i have school. To sit infront of the TV and watch what's happening to the market. To read newspaper every single day. To wake up at 6am in the morning and watch channel news asia. To leave house at 6.45am on time. I'm to stock 'Men's Folio' every month and.. well.. FHM? ha. oh com'on, don't deprive me.

I do hope i keep my promise. One day i want to be able to pay all the utility bills in my house and i will do it soon. I want to be a real man. I'm 23. Not young anymore. $1.8k isn't enough and what other better way to work it up to the top other than to do sales?. I will strive. One day.. Just one day. My car will come. My posh sports car. My condo. My lovely girlfriend. My mum.. My country club cards. Banks calling me to open a bank account with them etc. That day will come. That's my promise to myself. That's my promise to all of you..

2008-10-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. lucas. I'm going to just talk to myself abit. I know yesh, your probably laughing already. This is hilarious. I'm going to talk about MARS & VENUS~!~~ NUS NUS NUS~. (voice trailing off).

Well not exactly mars. Just want to share some thoughts and experiences. Correct me if i'm wrong guys.

Girls:
-They say they don't mind this, you not having a car, they don't mind that, not bring them to a posh resturant and having them showing their new dress to other girls, yes they say they don't mind. BUT!, they never say that when you do, its better! Ha yes, so do bring your girlfriend out once in awhile though, not to the limit of spoiling them that they start sucking it out of you and starts being whine-y about dirty coffeeshops.

-Yes they are fat (and to those who aren't but still say they are, come on, your just being that typical bimbo.), and yes they know they are. Don't; i say again don't tell them they are! Don't bullshit and tell me its the fact, you know you are, and you aren't hurt at all, not even like a single bit. Well.. guys, let them know being fat isn't the end of everything, its not the looks, and obviously you had love them for who they are, there are people fatter than them, who can't move a single bit basically cause they are just too fat to do so, let them know there are fat people out there depriving of love when your girl is having so much of it from you, make her fly. Let them know that when they themself know they are fat, its a very good start. Tell them you can help them, stay with them, work out with them. Encourage them. Sign up for stupid shit programs with them. Best even, pay for it if ur rich enough. Let them know not only they themself care about their beauty but you do as well.(well to those who keep saying they are fat and aren't doing anything about it. Good luck to you losers than.)

-Basics of a gentlemen. Pull their chairs for them at a posh restaurant. Open the car door. Smile and wave good bye or hello. Give a hug. A kiss on the cheeks. Push open the bloody heavy steel door for them. Let them go ahead of you up a bus or the esculator so that they don't fall, support them if they fall, and especially if they are wearing miniskirts etc, please protect them from praying eyes. OH YES, please.. please.. say hi to her friends. Smile. Say a joke.. Treat a drink. Please do that.

-Girls likes to be pampered. Give in to her. Let her win. Let her smile over it thinking she's the best thing when your there being "heehee whatever.". Be good boy and you'll get the kiss later. It doen't kill you. Give her the full attention when she's talking to you. Obviously she's going to have this long bitch about something, give in to her, look at her, 'hmm' and 'yah'.. 'oh really?' 'but i don think..' this and that blah blah. Let her know your interested in what she's going to say. Laugh about it if its nothing serious, keep quiet and zip if it is, and if know a arguement is coming, please find some place quiet, start throwing cans at each other, pillows or whatever, kiss and make up or whatever your going to add to that. (who knows..) and yes.. i know guys i know.. the thing about keeping your eyes to her eyes... and not some where else. Not her boobs, or some maggie Q or dawn yang that just happens to walk and you some how spot them from the side of your eyes(what kills you? to turn for 5 secs at some other girl who you don't know and have an arguement about it with your girl or skip that 5 secs and have some peace and quiet from your girl?). Yes, as i guy i know this is very very hard. I mean, being a guy, our radar system is like running at pentium 5, if you get what i mean, higher than the lastest technology. Still though, my advice is, don't be so obvious. Don't treat your girl like dumb fuck, they do know, probably keep quiet and all but they do know. Like they always say, their six sense blah blah blah we all (guys) heard it before.. ..

-and girls, you know.. its a guys thing. We can't control it. If we're up, we're up, not till 2-3 mins later we've cooled down, you can't say down and keep wacking it down. No point!. Point aside. What i'm trying to say here is that, boy's will be boy's. We game, we soccer, we boy hang out, we do what boys do. Girls will be girls. There will always be a difference. Just do learn to accept how boys go about like how we are trying to accept that your the you, girl, you :D

-Girls who say eee, teddy bear. So teenage life. Bullshit, my man, just give it to her.. So is flower, they say fake one better, another bullshit too. You drop them a fresh one, you see them planting it up in a vask nicely, change water everyday so the flowers don't die off so easily. You give them a fake one, they leave it there, end of story. Soon after, dust collects, very soon after dumped. Have some fun you know, ever watch this movie about two american football teams, one coach uses the very traditional basics and the other a new creative and trendy one. Who won? Old basics. Yes.. They might say so lao tu(old fashioned).. I'm not here asking you to do it everytime, no, lucas is here telling you that you shoudn't just keep thinking of the new ones, why crack your brains?. Simple and sweet can just kill as much the way a new one can. Trust me.

-oh yeah. other thing. If your really interested in her, do pay attention to whatever she says and remember it. Stuff like, this outlet the food is nice, what drinks she like, what kind of dresses she goes for, what are her dreams.. Play around with it, give her that little bit by little bit, shocked her into thinking you care and that you've really put her interest in you heart. Birthday's don't forget. Her's friend's birthday and your invited as a couple. The day your suppose to go shop for present with her. Stuff like that.. Please do remember. 2 teaspoons of sugar to every cup of coffee. Which seats she always prefer on the bus, her bad habits that she doesn't even realise. Yes i meant every single little thing, all the small small ones especially and i mean it. Please do take note.

-window shopping. She starts to slow down outside certain stores, though she's not going in, please do bring her in for a walk. She'd end up trying something for sure.

Hmm.. i shall go touch on flirting now.

-Very first steps of flirting. Winking, whispering, basics of holding the waist, elbows, pulling of hands, accidental brush with the nipples.. Come on la.. Don't bluff. The moment he touches you feel something, unless your always being touch that you don't find it un-nerving anymore. I mean i don't get touch often so it becomes something more when some one of the opposite sex starts to stand near you, brushing your shoulders and the both of you keep knocking hands that you just wish to hold her hands so as to stop the knocking. You start whispering to her.. Making her blush infront of her friends. Having your private conversation.

-Kissing good bye. HEllo, it doesn't mean anything if you start kissing everybody. Your just like a typical american. Its in the tradition to hug and kiss, nothing more than that. What i'm trying to say is cherish it. You kiss kiss everybody then where's the fun in it anymore?..

-Ahh the other thing. dates. You kiss kiss fine. Stop awhile boy. Let her mind go wild. Let her think on the bus home, or when she's home bathing, like "why didn't he kiss me today? what's wrong?" yes boy. In short, leave her hanging. (but i do warn you. there are girls out there smarter than you are, don't play them and end up they playing you back. back fire i call it.) Dig her interest and then give her more. Do something more the next time. (heehee)

-Guys. Do know when to stop. Its not easy to know but when she's serious, do stop. Your playing it wrong and she doesn't like it. But its different on bed though. It depends. You see her crying, stop. Slow down ask why etc. You see her saying stop but moaning away. Don't be a jackass and pull up your pants. Asshole. Do practise control. Don't shot inside means don't shoot inside. Else i hope you tio kia (hit the jackpot) and die(get married due to no choice.). Hahahaha. EVILISH~

What else?..

Understand your girl. Some girls like it that you go in the store and shop with them, give them opinions. While some just prefers you waiting outside. Some girls say they don't like this that, but they actually want it and they don't even know. Some girls really know what they want, they don't want means don't want. Test water once and don't anymore.

Girls are really hard to understand. I'm here writing shits. I might be right, i might be wrong. Come on, i'm not a girl. I wouldn't know exactly how i would like to be treated. Often enough, we have to always put ourselves in another's shoes. And i bet girls, are out there thinking that they don't understand their guys too. I mean that's the way it is. Just like accidents, we can only minimise it but we can't stop it.

I still believe that getting some one isn't hard enough. Its just how much effort you put in, how much time you will spend, how persistent are you, Years.. Millions of dollars?. No girls like a stingy guy, that one i'm pretty sure.. Girls want to see the effort, want you to prove that your different from the rest of them, that your special and one of a kind, if you've got them thinking that, yes they love you already. good job.. You just need some planning and poking the right direction. Lead her on. Make her come to you.. Come out with a flawless plan and you'll have your way, and when you do, being the typical guys, being the usual us. ITS TIME, to let loose and be ourselves ha. Time to show everything out. Slap her at the butt. Cheeky alittle, and enjoy your reap guys. Well you soled it. Finders keepers..

I am, a guy afterall. I am lucas. King lucas.

2008-10-16T04:10:00.001-07:00

and as we get closer to the weekends.. Chill out people.
Malcolm i'm still waiting for my coffee. YOU Cb. ha. I though i busy.. You more busy than me.. You only one girl to entertain =.= one you cannot cope? Tell her stay home look after the dogs. Opps. I'm kidding. ^^

akon's new song.

2008-10-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

The shit job.. ROAR!~. I just can't wait to get out of it.

Oh i watch 'Eagle Eye' yesterday and 'Connected' today.

4.5/5 for EAGLE EYE.
3/5 for CONNECTED.
Let me know if you want to know why, and i'll blog more about it :D

2008-10-14T09:53:00.001-07:00

In time, people have changed. You never know what really is, what really isn't.
I once called you a bitch, we got so worked up over it, you got so pissed off, we broke up.
Now, you yourself tell me every girl is a bitch.
You used to say you don't like clubbing, but whats happening now?
And lets be fair. I've changed too.
I can stick one one friend, or 2-3 close friend but now, i'm exploding. My friends are all around now.
And i just give everybody the fair share so that i ain't bias to anybody and that people start mistaking that i'm after this or after that..

I do so wish i don't care. That i don't care whats is going around but i can't.
I wanted to give friendship a chance, to get you out and talk to you, bring everything out and make things clear but it ended worse.
I'm sorry that i have been busy and that i haven't been catching up with you, that i don't know where you are at. How you've been doing at home etc.
Don't tell me your disappointed that i didn't know you and that i didn't trust you cause all the things that its happening, what people do, i don't understand anymore. People change. I did, you did too.. tell me what am i suppose to believe in? Even you, never understand that i do want to settle down. I just kept quiet when you said, you don't see me as the kind that will settle down. Well i tell you now, i want to, I just haven't find the right one. I'm looking and looking. All this you don't know.. I just can't believe that when i gave in everything, i tried to makes things all nice and stuff i don't get anything in return or that i even see no hope or future in anything, and now that when i don't do all this, I'm being blamed for it. I complained to you about my shit job, you said why didn't i even talk to you about it first, and when i did, consult you that i wanted to change my course of study, you said you wasn't my girlfriend and that why should i even talk to you about it.. Yeah girls are a bitch. You said it yourself, what else do you want me to say?..

and now, its u and me. not them. i don give a fuck about them anymore. I shouldn't have felt bad for either side.

I don't understand girls. I really don't, i've lost touch already.. Looking at our picture, my heart softens but at the same time the hate is so overwhelming still. So much of so much but nothing promising..

2008-10-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

Lets listen to something chilling to get us through the week shall we people?..

Looking for people to chill and have coffee this weekend. anybody? Let me know yeah.
Cheers people! its not so bad. Always tell yourself that !

2008-10-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

Oh i'm home. not going out. Jas stomachache haha. Oh well :D stay home lo.

2008-10-11T21:11:00.000-07:00

I was at Zouk with mingwei yesterday. Yes, just the two of us. Apparently malcolm isn't free, and no, he's not home making babies cause i actually called him and asked him to come join us. He's at girlfriend house yes but he say not making baby :P

Its been long since i met mingwei, if i haven't know that he's not doing well and i asked him if he needed to come out talk and chill or something i guess i don't know when i'll see him too. Anyway i bump into so much friends again. Damnit. Everytime lucas go party sure to bump into friends, i know i know.. but this time different ha. I bump into jolynn and yuen wen on the bus. Apparently they know each other through banquet ha. So nice to see them all dressed up, doll-ed up and in black dress, ready to go all out to have fun at Double O. I bump into james too, my BMT friend at Cine while waiting for mingwei. Heard from him that he's going australia to study next year on for two years and he was asking why that time meeting i didn't go, cause only two people never go, one is zhen liang the other one is me, and they started classifying the both of us together for not going. Damnit why put me together with him, i was sick that's why i never go :(

And the original plan was just to go clark quay and chill but due to some stuff, we went to zouk instead. Wine bar was so damn packed, no table. I'm not giving an excuse to end up at the club but original intentions were to just drink and we did, only just drink ha. Although we did it in a club instead of a bar. Hello, only with lucas do you control yourself like that ok, drink means drink no dance, no hitting on people, oh wait. i'm bullshit, i can even hit on the waitress if i want, i mean i hardly club what and i'm very sure of it ha. I'm good boy(yeah right~).. Ming wei lah, he say citibank free entrance and the contradicting part was that they set up a 'Citibank car holders Priority Que, before 1am'. See the thing, it says before 1am. So we thought like the free entry was still on, and we went in, the lady let ming wei although she's not suppose to, she's nice, she told mingwei 'Only this time ok?.' well i know its bullshit but still very nice of her :) i was searching for my IC cause its at this pocket of my wallet where all the other cards are and she didn't want to wait for me but she ask how old am i, i said i'm 23 and she ask to see my IC man.. so?.. I'm younger or older? wth. End up i take out my 11B, cause easier to pick out. hmm. well.. the shit thing was we were in, then the person ask for my card and they ask if we pay seperate or together, i was still quite blur, and no, we haven't started drinking at all, and guess what? she started swiping my card on the machine and (whistles) that's it, $35 bucks ha. Asshole. ha. Well.. Fine then.

We came out at two, i suggested it, cause we were both raising our voices so loudly that we losing our voice already since we were really inside to just talk it out and babe watch (not bay watch). Man, hot bare back dress, that long hair, nice ass with shorts, funny guy at the podium, losers at the table all dress up so formally drinking but yet not talking to one another and just puts their hands in the pocket stand around. I mean mingwei and me, we were like just casual and we had so much fun talking and enjoying the music, and i just think that when your that rich as them and there's no girls beside u, come on, admit it, just some rich bloody loser hahahahaha. I mean a younger kid can do better than you. Owned ha.. Ohh anyway, we came out to sit and slack, grab some food at the prata house nearby after what --

(lucas - vodka sensation)(ming wei - long island tea)
(both - vodka redbull jug each)
(both - tequila shot)
(both - vodka orange)

Its not alot, very much still sober but damn the redbull mixer. So much energy we can't sleep, manage only like 4-5 hours max ha.

I'm sorry jasmine ha i'm suppose to call you along, would be going again, so yeah really sorry man to only remember it when i was there and text u sorry. Felt so bad.

And xiao yan ha, don't want to drink with u already la, say i never call u, den call u never come ha. Asshole~! ha. Kidding.

Oh i'll be meeting the other jasmine (the one who sold me my phone) @ vivo later. Yes after much comotion. Apparently she was scared of me ever since the last time cause i always give her quiet stares, and i'm not pervert la ha. She damn funny one. Also another bullshitter. Say i talk very little, than when i start to say alot, she commented why i so loh sou (whine-dy).
Ass right?. ha. Oh well.

Seems like happy weekends to me ^.^

Just.. weird fetish, imagine, 2 girls of the same name starting having so much fun and starts to kiss each other at a club. Wow.. hot hot hottie.
I take you to the candy shop
I'll let you lick the lollypop
Go 'head girl, don't you stop
Keep going 'til you hit the spot (woah)

I'll take you to the candy shop
Boy one taste of what I got
I'll have you spending all you got
Keep going 'til you hit the spot (woah)
Yes people. Yes my friends, both you guys and girls. Party all night. Rocking on man~!!! Woohoo!. Pretty much still in the mood. damn the redbull. blame all on it ha.

Oh p.s britney got new song. and woolala. the mtv. HOT Hot. TOO hot. I'm burning.

2008-10-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

I was just looking through what kind of hair to keep cause the bad boy hair cut is getting longer and out of shape now so yeah.. man just take a look at all the hot guys, all of them are my favourite actors. From old man charm to young boyish and shining knights.

From Brad Pitt,

to Owen Wilson,

to Ashton Kutcher (love his hair the best, love the bronze, love the branch.),

to Will Smith,

to Antonio Banderas,

to Bruce Willis,

to Keanu Reeves

no sign board again??!!!

2008-10-05T06:36:00.001-07:00

Gosh i went NO SIGN BOARD restaurant again today. Man i'm so sick of seafood already i'm having phobia of crabs..

Butter prawns [rating 4.5/5]

Cray fish [rating 4.5/5]

Anyway my cousins where shopping for shoes for graduation dinner cause they sec4 already. O's are coming. Kind of think of my O's ha. I don't know how cousin larry is going survive since he's just scoring a C5 off every subject.. I mean man.. its pretty hard. I did well mainly cause i scored A1 for all subjects besides language. Getting a C5 for chinese and a B3 for english. Even though he wants to study hospitality and tourism but its cut off points is quite high too. Jia you my boy! Ya.. So they were shopping for shoes and like i've told you before or anyone who knows me well enough, i have the tendency to buy stuff when everybody else is buying too, its like join in the fun or something ha. I hardly shop my own, if i do, i hardly buy. I'll wait till some one else wants to buy some thing too then we buy together. When you buy with some one else you don't get to think so much, you buy it together and that's it. End of story. Ha so yes i bought a shoe too. My cousins all bought some nike diesel or adidas thingy and i bought this i don't really care, or know wtf brand it is. I just picked the one nicest out of the shop. I actually picked one costing 159 but.. too expensive. Heart pain so never buy. The one i bought, $40 bucks only ha. Its a Fred Perry look-a-like. Brandless though. Oh anyway.. got this girl, she thought that i'm an assistant there and i had a laugh and told her no, she mistaken. Haha. So funny. Do i look like assistant to you?. Damnit.

<-----= I've changed my 'wishlist'. Please take a look.

2008-10-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

Da Gu (big uncle) is going overseas to work, extra 5k allowance, for two years. He gathered almost everyone today and gave us a treat to No Sign Board (Vivocity). I don't really know about him but it felt really bad to me, leaving his wife, and 4 kids behind. Although he gets to come back every month for meeting and he brings around 15k home each month, not including yearly bonus-es(he get like 6mth bonus in total, 1 month more than me.).
Anyway .. to talk about the restaurant. I give the food 4.5/5 but i would rate the service only 2.5/5 considering that i always have to ask them to constantly refill our tea and the basic stuff like clearing your plates for you and exchanging it with a new one when its filled, with like for example prawn shells, crabs shell etc. Yeah to me its the basics of any restaurant. Probably your running short on staff, fine. At least do bother to get your manager to come and ask if the food is ok, apologise if theres any unsatisfied customer, compliment a dessert or something. Bring in some samples of new food that the restaurant is promoting. I mean come on, thats common sense. Customer service right, don't care if the customer is rich, don't care if he's a regular, and obviously don't care if he's chinese, english, malay, black, white, skinny or fat. Famous or not, treat them fairly. We came in when there's nobody at all, filled up two of ur tables, do we not deserve some lets say - 'small talk'?

butter crab.

chilli crab.

Anyway i highly recommend the butter crabs, 5/5. You can even lick the shell if you want, cause the taste of the butter is so irresistable. And if you love crabs, i'd introduce you another slighly cheaper restaurant which is 'Long beach', they have one at East Coast Park along the stretch of restaurants. Do try their 'pepper crabs' & 'chilli crabs' and also 'buttered cereal prawns'.
And once again, share with me the after feelings of it, do email me :D lastly, enjoy your meals.

Eat not for the sake of living, but for the pure enjoyment of how/who its prepared for you, and of cause. There's a story behind every dish, the hard work behind it, spare some time to understand it, savour it.

P.s i miss your spagetti..

2008-10-03T21:58:00.000-07:00

That's me..
Though i believe i should learn to deny more. It ain't the best but just an example. ha.

2008-10-03T09:12:00.000-07:00

THE 'SLICE OF LIFE'

Today is a friday Woohoo! I'm so tired now. Meet my friend for dinner at town, went to walk around. Shop for formal clothes, shoes etc.. then i had the craving for ice creams cause dinner sucked and i don't want to have anything heavy. Just some thing to satisfying my itchy mouth. Anyway we walked pass swensens and there was such a long que so i suggested going to this new place at Far East. I saw it the other day while i was going to the toilet there. Its a new open stall. Pretty decent. Ambience is pretty nice too just that, probably lacking of some nice songs and all. Its not a very big place but they are quite enthu about their publicising. Anyway here's the outlet address

#01-20 far east plaza (if you see long john, you will see the stall)
14 scotts road
singapore 228213

Their blog address (yes they have one. for customers to post their photos taken.)
slice.sg <---= (just click here)

If you have facebook, you can join their club, its named - "sweet slice of life" currently 200+ people, they are trying to hit 1000 so yeah im here to sell 'ko york'.

Brief introduction of this stall. "NO", the hot guy there would tell you loudly. And yes no, they don sell ice cream, they sell sliced ice.
New concept? Not really but well theirs work out fine i suppose. The stall is still packed at the late timing we went just now, Gelare was closed already even. ha. Alright, like it says.. sliced ice. I would say its a brillant concept, the ice doesn't melt as fast like what you would expect of a normal ice cream and the ice is so thin and soft that you don't have to bite it. Just place it in your mouth and let it melt inside while you tongue is playfully crushing it down, squeezing its flavor out. Yes, i mentioned flavor and if your thinking its just ice, i mean, ice made from plain water, yes your right too. BUT!. If your there just look at the menu, which they are so willing to give you one or two and let you take it home or even throw it away(like the guy suggested ha.), the menu shows pictures of 9 different kinds of toppings.
-First kiss $4.50
milk slice.
fresh strawberry.
strawberry puree.
condensed milk.

-First Date $4.50
champagne grape slice.
aloe vera plup.
blueberry puree.
condensed milk.

-Hot Chick $4.50
milk slice.
fresh bananas.
chocolate sauce.
caramel sauce.
grounded peanuts.

-Holy Matrimony $3.50
matcha slice.
giant red beans.
condensed milk.
grounded peanuts.

-Lovers Tiff $3.50
black sesame slice.
giant red beans.
condensed milk.
grounded peanuts.

-Crazy Love $3.50
peanut slice.
giant red beans.
condensed milk.
matcha powder.

-Major Crush $3.50
milk slice.
crushed oreo.
chocolate sauce.
condensed milk.
rainbow rice.

-Breakfast In Bed $3.50
milk slice.
corn flakes.
chocolate sauce.
condensed milk.
rainbow rice.

-Funny Valentine $3.50
milk slice.
creamy sweet corn.
caramel sauce.
condensed milk.
rainbow rice.

Any additional toppings are at $0.50 or $1.00 depending on flavor.

This is me, lucas, hereby giving the place and its food, a 4/5 rating.
I would suggest it if your craving for some thing new to try out and at the same time chill with your friends. Its not expensive stuff. I wouldn't say its cheap but its more like 'affordable'?. Ha. Anyway hope you enjoy guys and do email me or tag me about it if you like. Thanks :D

2008-10-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

In the times of milk issues.
I proudly bring you ^^
Cookie CookiE!~~

A WII cookie for you?.

2008-10-01T04:23:00.000-07:00

Who hotter than me man! who hotter??!! Niggar.

Hook up? what hook up? Hook up with who? Who AngelZ? Hmm..

Today is public holiday. I did nothing much.. suppose to go shopping with cheryl. I brought mummy out to town. We went cine's HongKong Cafe to eat and personally, just quite disappointed with their dishes.

Japanese mochi. I ate one the rest mummy finish. I don't like japanese mochi.. First time i came across japanese mochi, it was jun who brought me to eat it at taka basement, erm.. we tried it with red bean ha and well.. i didn't like it and i never like it since.

Spring roll. Ok, this one worth eating. I vote.

Char Siew Bao. Fuck this. Don't even try. You want nicer ones, i can easily recommend you crystal jade or yum cha. This one really sucks. Not even passable.

Chicken chop bake rice. Sorry. No votes for its baked rice. Seriously hard to digest. Personally would recommend swensens's bake rice.

Eggs tarts and fried wanton. I would vote for egg tarts. Its average, worth eating. As for fried wanton, come on, outside hawker also produce the same quality, so forget it alright. Not worth eating there. Disappointed my mum too, she said,"I thought the picture from the menu so nice, so appetizing but when they serve it. My gosh. So different." Ya..

And the bill. Which.. i sign card :( ha.

2008-09-30T20:56:00.000-07:00

Why don't i get good morning lucas? ha.. damnit~

2008-09-28T04:47:00.000-07:00

how much i miss you guys..

at times of work.

and especially off work.

2008-09-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

Went to watch this show after work today. I'm so damn happy that i finally get to see it. I went to watch it with liang, angela and lana. Liang didn't tell angela what show we were going to watch haha. Apparently angela's hot's for gore and horror has toned down already due to after effects of the movie '4BIA'. Lana as per usual, closing her eyes here and there possible so she missed out quite abit too haha.

The show is really nice. I'm here by giving it a 4/5.

Had a 'aviation safety' talk today. Suppose to be 9-11am but it ended of early at 9.35 and there isn't any where to go. I mean what for going to the canteen when its only like right beside my office? So i went back office and did my work. Getting quite irritated with work especially the drawing i'm working one now. It's taking me too damn long, i took like 2 days already and i'm only top done, the bottom i deleted everything and i'm trying to draw it out myself cause i tell you. ITS DAMN IRRITATING. The wires are all place out of line and i'm having a really hard time trying to fix them back into the right place. Copy paste, copy paste. Drag. Attached. Draw line point to point. Draw arc. Draw ellipse. Tangent circles. Cut extra line. I'm really tired and my eyes hurt. I have to expand the drawing 20x to spot the finer lines and zoom in zoom out. My eyes tend to go nearer toward the screen.. but still i love it, as in, i can just work one the top part for the whole day. You get how frustrated it can be? Lucky i'm considered patient. Anyway thanks for lana. She called me and i multi-tasked through out the afternoon. She damn zai i tell you. I was suppose to meet ros today. Collect my new calculator from her cause i ask her to get one scientific one for me from her school, i spotted her that day with a white one and you know how much i love white, so i asked her to buy for me. $16 only la.. Imagine last time my era i buy for like er.. $38? haha.

anyway i lana damn zai cause i was on the phone with her and she called up ros. I'm astonished. She told ros upfront, "do you mind if i borrow weihan for one day?" and being the good old ros, she could only say, "why not.?" haha.. I mean.. seriously ha. Well.. that's the something about lana ha. She's after all once my girlfriend right ha. Very well trained. When she use to be with me, if there's any other girl looking at me, she would drag me away, and she very well do it purposely, sit on my lap, pull my arms etc.. and.. sometimes i don't even know that another girl is looking but she noticed ha. Anyway its before. Like shan says, there must be a problem to every break up ;) anyway hope shan is fine. Think she isn't doing too well. Happy singlehood lana! hope you enjoy!.

anyway sorry ros. You just got pawned~! ha. oppsy.

2008-09-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

work work! roger that!..

See my table.. So big but yet.. the drawings ARE BIGGER!. ahh~

And i'm not allowed to do all this.. no camera phone.

I cut my hair! ha.. nice and short :)

2008-09-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

See what ros did to motivate me for work :) ha. Thanks its really sweet. Kinda hilarious and i hate you for using just a fucked up photo of me ha. But still.. thanks. ^^ Sweet friends.

"hello lucas here is motivation for work. Enjoy okay work is fun :D honda civic didn't look convincing enough so i got a white lambor' that has doors which opens upwards ^^ you wouldn't believe how hard it was to find a good photo of you - you dont smile / quality is bad + very little candid photos of you too. So pls pls smile (with teeth)more okay you look really good (nvr bluff). Sorry la car looks funny photoshop skills nots that good. I'm waiting for the day you drive me around! gambatte. <3 you!"

So sweet !~ :P hee. Well thanks!.. Woohoo. Horny Lambo~ ha

I make over Ros today and gosh MAN DO I HAVE GOOD TASTE ! ha.. i picked out this onistuka tiger shoe for her. Damn nice. Told her she could wear it to JC, it would be so nice and striking. Cute and energetic :D den we went to Birkenstock, we picked a sandal. I model-ed her with some other jackets. Pink nike two side jacket, blue hoodies from xspirit, ha. Picked her a miniskirt from pull and bear.. She keep picking guys jackets from GAP and topman(<---= you asshole).. Wanted to dress her in shorts and stockings, that kinda look but didn't manage to find any nice ones. My taste is just too good. Too picky. Next time i'll trying to make use of extentions, or what ever you call that.. the 3 clip thingy that you clip on your shorts or jeans. 2 in the front than make a 'Y' shape and one clip behind that thing. Ya.. ha. So fun haha. You pick pick than you ask her model. I have good taste in fashion but often enough.. i pick stuff costing more like 100-300 range. ha. Shit.

Man i think i suit studying fashion ha. Anyway girls i found out this website accidentally. Seems not bad for online shopping. Can try Cleocat-Fashion.
Some previews..

Jackets.

Dress.

Long skirt.

Can any one PLEASE BUY ME THIS BAG!

I don't know why japan can accept this kinda culture. So fucking gay.

Plus One for her hair. +1

+2 for sweet and simple.

Personal fetish.

+1 to this shirt

I go play game liao. bye bye.

2008-09-19T09:58:00.000-07:00

2008-09-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

Just came back home not long ago. Brought Tori Q from bugis back. I went bugis after work today. Went TCC for interview. So far so good.. I gave them my schedule, down there i wrote weekdays after 7pm and any time on weekends. I'm burning myself out but come on look on the bright side, i have nothing on anyway. No girlfriend. Might as well go out and make a name instead. Get some experience, especially hotel industry, food and beverage, customer service related etc. I came back, mummy asked if i really want to work, don't i feel tired?

Tired yes of cause but i just want to keep myself busy so i wouldn't think so much. I've got 3-4 years and i intend to make some thing out of it before i go sign up for pilot. And i thought about it.. I would prefer Starbucks or Coffeebean so this weekend i'd go ask if they are hiring. I would want learn how to make coffee. Next time can make my girlfriend a good one. Have my own coffee brewing machine at home. Relax on weekends.. I have dreams and i want to live it. I want to drive a two seater stay in a condo. Blah Blah.. but no. I don't want a lazy ass TAI TAI for wife. ha..

I went walking around today at bugis. Was trying to look for birthday present for my friend but i can't find any. I ended up looking at ladies wallet. Spotted some nice ones.. Mummy birthday coming on NOV. Rather far still.. Well all my ex-es and guy friends know that i pamper my girlfriend a lot if i have one but too bad i don't have any now. See the wallet nice, also don't know who to buy for. Anyway girls, check the JIMMY WALLET or some thing or jimmy's some thing. The brand. Got this white wallet with crystals.. and there's this picture of her dragging a dog or some thing. Very nice. If you are looking for LV, GUCCI etc and of cause the one that i'm refering is not for you but if you are looking for interesting and striking, classy yet not branded, YES go get it. (and show me after that ha.) Its like $79+/- I like it a lot. Doesn't suit my mummy. Mummy's too old for it. I no girlfriend. And its too expensive to spend on a friend's present. So.. Lucas is giving it a miss. BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU SHOULD!

Hmm.. I didn't fall asleep at work today. I'm finally getting a hang of it and i didn't even use the tutorials today. I memorized everything ha.. I was just thinking.. I picked engineering because its the only job that gives me the kick. Engineering is like math. There's a lot a lot of ways to solve it and knowledge of that certain some thing enables you to work on it faster. Its really fun. I tried to solve some thing the whole afternoon. Cut here, paste there. Build one block here, minus the block there. Draw one line here, draw one there. Section the view. Track the lines. Shadow it. No show. Ahh~.. Your brain cells just keep running and running.. every thing start coming out. "Will this do, lets try.. TMD cannot leh."..
"How about this.. that..".. That's basically what i did the whole afternoon.

Hmm.. Miss tan text me like out of the blue moon and i'm glad. I don't know if she read my blog post or she text me really cause she wanted it but nonetheless, I'm very pleased. She made my day. She text to saying,"I read the sms about your 5cents a day just to ask me if i've eaten etc. So i'm sms-ing now to tell you that i've taken my lunch and that you should too if you haven't. Consider noodles ok."
I smiled. Like i really really whole heartedly smiled :P Well that's her. She can be the sweetest thing at one moment and the next she can be as nonchalant as an ice cold lake.

Happy birthday PEIJUAN. Sorry.. Too busy. I've even forgotten today's date. Best wishes!

And ROS, don't so sad ok. Go retake! Cheer up.

Andrew ask to go sing.. MAN!@!.. u all have so much fun. While i working my ass off. ANYWAY MAL.. COFFEE ON SAT?? We GO RAFFLES DISTURB MW!

Shan still not back but i hope she isn't dying there and her ex boyfriend isn't pissing her off enough to slaughter him. Else i'd see her on the news later tonight. HAHA!..

Lucas to Jun:- Thanks ^^ isit too much?.. if i ask you again, movie??.. hee hee

2008-09-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

I know i know. I'm just so freaking ugly.. but i ran out of things to do.

"Hey recruit that one who ar? Girlfriend? So pretty, you must be so fortunate she so sweet still send you to camp."

"Ya. Yes sir."

"Eh never mind you carry on 20 first then you owe me 20 sets of 5 pull ups. Never finish don't need sleep okay."

"huh! why~!"

"Oh and.. reschedule your weekends, i think you just volunteered yourself for weekend duty."

"..."

"Next week end still got. You want??"

"... ... ..."

Woolala~

2008-09-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

See hair getting longer. I still don't know if i intend to cut. Dilemma. I want to but i'm not sure if i should just trim or cut short. Hmm...

Today is the second day since i started work. There's this course that is compulsory to attend and i was nominated to go. Dates were 15 and 16. 9-12am. I went for monday one but i didn't attend the one today. The HR department called me at 8.40 today asking me to attend another orientation briefing so i went for that till 9.40 slack around cause 10.30 i need to go see the IT guy to do something about my computer, internet and internal email etc. I've got 5 accounts 5 passwords. What you derive from it? ha! And and my security pass is finally granting me access to my office. FINALLY~ don't have to wait outside the door and wait for some one to open it for me cause i always run out to take a short walk around the hanger. Breathe some air. I keep falling asleep at work. Stare at the computer screen, the stupid irritating unsolvable drawings and books.. i just can't help but keep nodding off. I'm under training and it kind of sucks cause i have to learn those AUTOCAD stuff again and the bad thing is I KEEP THINKING THEY ARE THE SAME PROGRAM but THEY ARE ACTUALLY NOT. I'm learning how to use CATIA (Ka Tia~) now. Honestly autocad is so much easier to use but i heard even poly's are changing to teaching their students CATIA now. Oh well. It bad cause i'm cracking my brains on how to use it especially like today, i spend one whole afternoon on one single chapter because i couldn't get the right diagram to appear. I followed every step but its still not working. I asked madm wong and she tried, another senior guy tried, STILL NOT WORKING!.. ARGH~

Hmm so far the job is pretty good, i eat at 3 when the canteen have not a single soul.. Nobody cares how fast or slow i'm doing my own stuff. I have my own big table, my own cubicle. My own private line is not here yet. I still might change seats. Who knows.. So far the job is quite alright. I'm quite fine with it.. just that i have to keep waking up very early.. and the long hours of travelling. I'm just taking it like any other job, just go to it like how i go to secondary school. Just be there mark attendance. Nothing much.. Boring life. Boring place..

I can't stand it. Why is every one saying, "why are you asking me out? I thought you have alot of friends?" The thing is.. I don't have alot of friends.. I really can't stand it anymore. If i have alot of friends, then i wouldn't be asking you right? So stop fucking rubbing it in alright? :)

And i certainly hope Jasmine isn't seriously. Cause if she is, I'm losing yet another friend. Some friends are like that, you stop finding them anymore and thats the end of it, they don't bother to find you, they don't bother if your missing, they don't even care to ask if your alright, they thought you are, yeah yeah.. all the "I THOUGHT.. I THOUGHT.." starts coming out. Well i THOUGHT since there's nothing to say anymore, lets just not say anything at all. Good right? Yes I'm losing more friends that way. So if you are really my friend and you really understand what i am going through, be a nice friend and ask. Stop 'thought'-ing. Its of no use. If you really treasure the friendship, put some effort. I've put enough and i've given up. For some, i haven't give up yet because i keep telling myself its worth the keep. I keep thinking one day it would be better. Everybody would be like before, hang out.. chill, have fun and talk shit.. I'm still trying. And the every fact that i'm trying, I keep feeling like i'm forcing myself on them and it gets very tiring. If you know its you i'm refering to, help me out please. Miss tan, yes your one of them.. Do some soul searching la people.. Just think how nice lucas is to all of you and just how are you treating him. Touch your heart for once. Have you ever did the same back to him? Alright maybe even spare him some time that he spared for you? Think about him and text him not to ask him for something but plainly for the fun of it?? Have you ever done any of this? Or just HOW long haven't you done anything like that?..

I'm a easy guy. I'm not asking for alot and i get touched very easily.. but people around me are just NOT doing do it. They just don't understand. I keep telling myself, one shall never be nice cause it never pays. Just like love, comes with hurt - like a herd of sheep with a black wolf hidden among it. - A rose with thorns unplucked. But you know the stubborn me, i keep trying and keep trying. but.. just what for?

I still have last saturday to blog about but.. nah. forget it. No mood already. I'll just post the photos in advance.

Mid Autumn Festival just nice falls together with my grandma's birthday so we were out to celebrate for her. I was in charge of the cake.. Went IMM's Secret Recipe and got them this Chocolate Walnut cake. 1.7kg @ $45. Everybody liked it..

We had crabs and other stuff at LONG BEACH (East Coast).

The cake.

My youngest uncle's pretty wife.

And we hang around east coast park for awhile. Let the grands have some quality time with the grand children. It feels nice i guess.. all out together. When your 67yrs of age and u see your grand children all grown up. The years you've walked.. The shit years you survived. I guess its pretty fulfilling? I always ask myself, would i have cried if my mum is gone, would i? If my grands are gone.. Hmm.. I'm pretty much tearing right now at the thought that i'm alone. I always feel that i'm alone and i guess its worse then i'm really alone as in really really when everybody is gone and not coming back anymore and they WOULDN'T come back anymore. Well.. Life. Like i always say.. ITS A LIVING HELL. And hence this blog. My-livinghell

Signing off. My thoughts before i sleep. For another shit day at work. :) Cheerios people.

Whoever is reading this. Whoever cared. :) Love you lots lots. Thanks.

2008-09-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

I guess i'm just a really different person.
At least my thinking and my attitude is and i'm pretty sure of it.
Proven. I can't even talk to my mum..

Lucas believes that very person deserves a right.
A right to live the life they wanted.
Everybody have their own dreams.
Want they want to be in life, how they want their life to be.

I, ain't asking for the sun or the moon.
What i want isn't a lot but its definately more than what i have now or how it is presently.
And i keep telling myself - 'Don't Stop.'

and.. Don't keep saying 'Work burns out your life.'
Life is about choices. Why not do some thing about it than say it drains you of your life and time?.

Maybe that's me. Life shouldn't be about restrictions..
I wouldn't say if its good or bad.
Cause in life, nothing is purely good and nothing is purely bad.
but.. I can say: -

I HATE MY LIFE now.

tues thurs go gym after work. mon, wed, fri, sat, sun go TCC after work. Sat go club. So far that's my plan.

2008-09-12T09:22:00.000-07:00

To all those popular people, those that have lots of love around them-
"Have you ever wonder how loneliness feel? When you want to share something with some one and there actually is none?.. and that nobody seems to reply your sms-s or even talk to you cause face it, you ain't that important. Other words, your NOBODY."

Sometimes i wonder if its me. If its a problem with what i do with myself, how i portrait myself to be. Is it my unfriendliness? Is it that i'm too boring a person? Or just because that's my life. I was brought up this way and its this way that i'm going to be? This big house with two person. This quiet phone. This quiet peaceful life gets annoying sometimes.. Or maybe i'm starting to get old. Getting out of life. Sigh..

Haiz.

2008-09-11T19:26:00.000-07:00

I don't know why.
I hate the rain.
If it hasn't been for the rain.. Where would i be now?
Your place, having your hand made breakfast.

:(

I don't know why i'm feeling like that..
but i know i'm starting work next week.
no matter how much i don't like to work
or that i don't like the job.
I know i wouldn't be as free to do
what i used to do, or those that i want to do.
What i would want us do.

Just.. why the rush lucas? why the rush?..
Forget it.. let it rest.

2008-09-10T04:11:00.001-07:00

I'm tanned!. and tired~ ha.

2008-09-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. no i'm not after jasmine. I'm after no one :)

SNIPERS, Wed Sentosa! Interested pls contact me on my cell. thank you.

2008-09-07T05:43:00.000-07:00

do you ever feel like you constantly being trap in between two sides of yourself?.. well i am and i don't really know who i am anymore.

2008-09-06T08:32:00.000-07:00

I know i know.. i haven't been blogging in awhile.
I.. I don't know what to write. What do you all want to know cause i have got like nothing to say besides that I'm really ugly, i can't even bare looking at myself in the mirror and that i haven't been running lately. Been really lazy. Blame the rainy weather. I want take up book reading as a habit. Any nice books to introduce? Thriller would be nice. I came across a book today, its name "A book that has no name." Quite interesting. In the first page, the author uses reverse psychology as in he/she says,"This book consist of many plots and many turn overs, not many can finish the whole book and after every chapter, not many persist as they got too confused and gave up." That, gave me the kick well good enough to finish this book. Should i buy it? oh and i got myself addicted to the indiana jones series, wouldn't it be good if i can collect them up and up in my cupboard? ha. Oh and i saw this ASUS laptop. 2.5k+ thinking to buy anot.. Should be able to afford during october period :)

Hmm.. monday ord but I'm not feeling any indifferent at all. Honestly i miss army life and it wasn't hard for me at all. I kind of love it anyway.. One more week to starting of work. I still have yet to find my part time job. Banquet is offering me but i haven't yet reply them :D

2008-09-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

I met jasmine today!. We went cine to watch Wall E. We got side seats no choice cause its quite pack, can see she's quite uncomfortable ha she has to sit like side ways to watch it, so funny.. ^^

Anyway those are her flowers. Its not really as nice as it seems.. I did it half hearted-ly while watching tv and i was rushing to finish it on time and the wrapping paper just doesn't seem to listen to me, so i force tie them up! haha. and tada~ red yellow and pink. You chosen bright colors and you got it! ha.. and we went Din Tai Fung for dinner as usual she always eat noodles.. ha. oh well :)

Wall E is a pretty nice show. Giving it 3/5.

2008-09-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

I walked duke today. He know he's neighbourhood and definately knows his way back cause he was leading all the way.. except only that he's scared of cars. He doesn't like cross the road of going to further than he always go. I have to pull him with force and keep him by my side.. Noob dog! HAHA~

I'm so proud of myself. I'm done with Phil's flowers already now only left Jas's.. Jas one have to be done by thursday man.. Meeting her that day. 12 Stalks. Roar! haha.. anyway.. So happy. Oh anybody know where i can find those small small very small balls with scent? As small size as liquid paper inside that metal ball.. Small small one.. I've seen it before. I've had it before but i have no idea where its selling now.. Sucks. Any idea??

2008-09-01T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hmm i've been busy lately and i believe its the calling for some planning work to be done soon.. Just suddenly think that a task manager book would be useful..

Ha damnit.. sebas is telling me its fun in SIM. Well shit you!. I know that is fun, i want it to but.. Don't really have much of a choice. *I WANT CAMPUS LIFE!* but well, like you said part time have more hotter girls. Lets just wait and see ya.

Alright, I've just signed some papers today. I'm officially a ST Aerospace Staff. Honestly the pay isn't much but i seriously cant expect much more given that i've no experience but the benefits that the company is offering is pretty good. Well SERIOUSLY good. I get 1.8k a month, as a staff i get housing loan, be it repairing, renovating or buying a new one, i get loan for buying my own car after being their staff for a year, i get loan for studies after being staff for two years, after 3 months probation i get 3k loan for purchasing mircocomputers and fuck, ITS ALL INTEREST FREE!!!. 14days official leave, 28days medical leave, 60 days hospitalize leave(which includes 28days medical). Dental. Clinic. Starhub (be it phone, tv or cable) all got benefits. Doesn't sound so bad eh?..

And guess what? $500 dollars for petrol etc every month. Its like people who take public transport doesn't get the extra $500 allowance how come people who drives to work have? So.. Isn't it more worthwhile getting a car?.. I'm not going to wait for 1 year to get my car loan, i'm actually planning to work shit outta myself for 3mths till jan school starts. ST doesn't pay you over time, they only pay you back like after 8pm you can claim cab and a $5 for dinner, so i'm planning to look for a part time job, sat, sun, maybe a few weekdays. You don't go out on weekends, you work and you don't spend much too, the money keep coming in and my plan is due april next year, when my birthday falls, i can afford my own car. And i already planned.. A decent Honda Civic 1.6 is good enough. My aunt drives a 1.8 and its coming next week, so if she doesn't change next year, we can drive the same car out. Just imagine, how nice right? And when i'm 27 i see myself earning 3+k. I leave ST. I graduated with honors in aerospace engineering. I change civic to a mini coop. I go through pilot interview.. Start flying. Start bringing a gorgeous girlfriend home.. Some one as independent and smart. Sporty and confident. By then i guess my life is pretty much on the track that i've always wanted.. Start moving into a condo. Planning for marriage. Living together with another person yet she has to bear with it that i'm always travelling.

It just feels so nice.. doesn't it. Well lets no think so far. Tomorrow is -- meeting mingwei 10.30 in camp to settle clearance. Pack the very last of our stuff. Book out of camp, I'm going up my aunt's to baby sit the dog, maybe i'll go for a swim. Suppose to meet jasmine tomorrow but she's down with big big eyes. As in sore and all.. Well.. she already have big eyes anyway. Still remember the first time i met her, though i went all the way to tampiness but well i get to text her after that and tell her how hot she is. and WELL.. JUST GOT REMINDED THAT I TOOK 67 THAT DAY AND IT TOOK BLOODY 2HOURS!!!! ARGH~ haha..

Well i need to squeeze Rock into one of this days this week.. Sigh. I bump into her at NIKE RUN or rather, she BUMPED into me. She stood infront of me and i was like, "eh how come your here?" and yeah.. catch up a little just need to see if she's fine, heart broken and all..

Oh and thanks sweet for coming tpy to have lunch with me :) thank you. Nobody's eating with me lately. No company.. Been quite busy and i'm really tired. Haven't sleep well at all.. Too stress i guess.

Hope shan's all right. Don't cry ok girl..

And mingwei, stop pissing your girlfriend. I don't know what the heck is wrong with the both of you and besides lending her my ears there's nothing much i can do or that i want to, doesn't matter. Anyway dude!, my citibank card is here ha. Where's yours? My turn to blanja you.. Wine bar? Iguana?. ha. and.. thanks for the run. You cui! but better than teck hong. but still.. I love you all and i miss our runs together. You game for stand chart anot? Join me leh. Maybe i get jamie, lewis etc..

Malcolm called that day.. got thing to ask than call, if not i also hardly get to hear from him. Maybe i should squeeze him into one of the days this week too.. Man. I'm so busy suddenly.. and very soon when i start work on the 15th i'll be more busier and if i find my part time job, YOU WOULDN'T HEAR FROM ME ANYMORE HAHAHAHA!

Life of living in a condo..

2008-08-31T07:06:00.000-07:00

Haven't been playing around with my camera for a long time. I stopped since i turned ugly and well.. just in the mood to take some random photos while i was waiting for the bus..

Yeah as you have seen, i went for nike 10km human race today. As i'm typing away now, the news on tv is reporting about the event. haha. Its a pretty big event. Ushers and helpers are in black T's. Their T's written 'CREW' behind it so nice, i wish i had one of that T too.. Anyway the runners are all in red. So if you happen to see people wearing red NIKE T's wandering around any time between 2+ to 10pm yeah don't be too surprised.

I have quite alot to say but i don't really have the time. Ming Wei and me, we completed the 10km in 1hr30min. Its nothing to be proud of honestly. I was trying to meet the 50mins mark but well.. the other guys hardly train anymore so its really hard. Just like last week.. 21km 3hrs ++.. Its like a joke la. I don't even dare say when my friends asked, "how fast you run?"

Going back to ST Aero tomorrow go a .. fuck i don't want to talk about my job.. I'm done talking. bye.

2008-08-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

I went to watch this show today.. Finally. I wanted to watch it for so long and well.. met Ros today so i drag her to go watch with me. I had interview in the morning then i met my auntie for lunch at Crystal Jade Kitchen. ^^ haha.. was suppose to met Jas but she wanted to go study with her friends, said she would meet me on Tuesday instead.

Anyway the movie was great and the crowd was even greater. You should really wish you was inside there man. It was packed all the way to the front rows and well due to it being a teacher's day, you see lots of people.. Junior College, Secondary School people etc and well its like a roller coaster ride.. Every shocking scene you see the girls screaming and screaming haha. That's why its really fun, i never enjoyed a horror movie more.

The movie is great, it didn't disappoint me at all. The plot was twisting especially the 'In The Middle' story, gosh.. oh yeah i didn't mention did i? 4bia is actually a horror movie that has 4 short ghost stories in 120mins.

The first one was 'Happiness'. The main actress, she acted pretty well. Solo-ed her way through, playing around with her cell. You should look out for all her facial expressions and her sense of fear.. and.. she's pretty. Its kind of like a selfish plot which i wouldn't say much cause i would very much prefer if you watch it yourself.

The second was 'Tit for Tat'. Well hot girls. Black magic. Big bully small as per usual.. Final destination kind of ending for each and everyone. Probably so-so.

The third one was 'In the middle'. The one i mentioned earlier.. Nice plot. Scary scenes..

The forth one and very last one (disappointingly i was wishing for more) was 'Last Flight'. Adultery. Very Very i say again... Very very fcuking hot girl. They ending off the show with this last story and its 1,2,3 story's jump factor added up together. I hope you have fun :) i bet the girls watching with me in the same cinema had fun too.

Lastly copy and paste you readers some critics by other people -
"4bia" was definitely a unique blend of horror and comedy; and it does give a good scare-you-out-of-your-pants reaction that makes it worth the watch.
"It is one of the best thai horror flick, ever. And, yes try not to cover your eyes, cos you will miss all the scariest parts. I watched this movie twice, so don't ever think you'll waste your money on this one."

Yahoo ratings give 3/5.
Lucas hereby giving it 4.5/5 well.. from 4 directors 'Shutter', 'Alone' and 'Body'. It sure met my requirements :D

2008-08-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

Looking like any other pee hole.

But.. look carefully :) hahaha..

Yes i promised anon(i don't know who you are) that i would blog tonight, so i did hahahaha.. yeah i know it isn't much. I'm not prepared to write alot yet either. Anyway just to say hi to everybody, i'm fine. I wasn't mia-ed, its just that you wasn't looking haha. Alright, i'm going out for my run later. 10km nike this sunday. PADANG AGAIN. Last week 21km padang this week again padang. CCB. buay sian?

2008-08-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

"Black Christmas"

An escaped maniac returns to his childhood home on Christmas Eve, which is now a sorority house, and begins to murder the sorority sisters one by one. A remake of the 1974 horror movie, Black Christmas (1974).
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Erm.. not a bad show. 7/10.
From producers or final destination, so my advice is if you can't take gore, don't watch it. and well i mean it, if its not your cup of tea, don't. but if you do, well :) its really a not bad show.

2008-08-17T12:30:00.000-07:00

its 3.30am in the morning.
just got done with "Ghost Rider"

Based on the Marvel character, stunt motorcyclist Johnny Blaze gives up his soul to become a hellblazing vigilante, to fight against power hungry Blackheart, the son of the devil himself.
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Pretty nice show.. eva mendes damn hot. like really really hot.

2008-08-17T02:42:00.000-07:00

lucas is home watching movie on a raining sunday.
wondering what the crazy woman doing out there. ha. oh well.. ^^ nice bed. nice temperature. favourite doritos. time to chill out man !! woohoo~

Woody and Nell have been next door neighbors since childhood, but couldn’t be any different. He’s a jock, she’s a nerd, she’s graduating to Yale, he’s going to second rate college on football scholarship. Despite being next door neighbors, they couldn’t be any different and neither have any love for each other; in fact the despise one another intensely. But all that is about to change, courtesy of a trip to a local museum, and a run in with a Mayan god of sorcery, which leaves them in a situation where the term “Walk a mile another person’s shoes” soon occurs next morning.

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Really really darn nice show. LOVE IT!
12/10 show i give ^^
lets you forget everything for once.

"Im sorry. I'm no shakespeare. My guess Romeo wasn't much of a quarter back right?"

"no." (Giggle)

"I really wish i have the most perfect and beautiful words in the world to say to you, cause if i did i'll say them but.. I'll tell you how great you make me feel when i'm with you and how i love that little thing you do with your nose when you smile. You'd always correct my stupid grammer and i hate it. Most of all, i.. i'd tell you that.. you make me a better person.. my own person.. and thats why i know that this means nothing (throws away his crown).. and you mean everything.. but hey.. I'm just a stupid quater back. I don't know the right words."

"Those were lovely words. (blushes) Perfect words. Gosh come here %#&#%."

"Try and stop me %$&#"

(Kiss)

"Lets get outta here."

So proud of myself. I listen to it over and over just so i can get this last part right. I can't figure out the dumb jock and benson neck. sry. hehe.
ok. i shall go listen to it again ^^

PS. view this.
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2008-08-16T11:09:00.000-07:00

I feel so bad about openning up. Shouldn't have..
you didn't say good night but well.. sorry. and good night to you. ^^

Just watch if you have time.
'Butterfly Effect'

Part1

Part2

for the ones you really love, some sarcrifices have to be made. Some how..
Love the ending song. Enjoy!.

2008-08-16T05:11:00.000-07:00

-Drinking two straws?
You don't have two mouths do you?
Log onto www.minusplastic.youth.sg now.

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Thank you for your kind attention and we would like to wish you the best in your career pursuit."

2008-08-15T21:58:00.000-07:00

I just really hate my life.. whoever said anything about having control of your own life. PLAIN BULLSHIT man.
Tell you so much also no use. You can't help.

2008-08-14T10:55:00.000-07:00

Ming wei was commenting that i should update my blog. Start blogging some shit and all.. well there isn't anything much to blog about actually.
2.12am in the morning. Been sleeping quite late the past previous nights because i'm gaming with liang. we game like till 6+ in throughout the endless night.
Listening to songs now.. chilling out. Taking a break and looking back over the past few day.
BBQ at ming wei place...
Oh today is hannah's birthday. Happy birthday hannah! :)
Today ming wei was saying xue sha earns about like 4k a month, she lost a digital camera and her bf just bought her one. My reply was,"bf rich wad." and he started saying about different people living different lives and why we aren't like them.
All i could say was,"people my age are driving around with a lexus or a audi and i'm still walking on two legs like some ice age freak."

I mean.. well i wasn't born lets not say golden, I WASN'T EVEN BORN SILVED-SPOON. I grow up with only my mum and its been tough for her. I couldn't ask for more than that of asking to be born from a better tummy in another life time. One that has a complete family. A father. I get my own car when im 18. I take over his business. Make it to front page of magazine...

Went SIM to register for Honours in Aerospace today. Its a part-time course. How i wish i can take full time course. So much for campus life. So much more fun. But i can't.. i gotta act like a grown up. I don't have the extra cash for me to do a full time course. I told mummy i want to take the course to go swiz but i ended up having the answer,"Stop dreaming la. You don't even have enough to buy air ticket there, you want to go there and study for 6mths?"

Just really woke me up and tell me hey, that's life. Life sucks. No matter how much you want it to be, it will never be. Through out there will be so many thing hindering you. So many things that you can't decide on. You don't have a choice and like i once said, Life - Its a living hell. I don't know what i did the past life time.. ..

shall blog again. its 3.43am now. I'm turning in. good night people.!

2008-08-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

YOU MUST WATCH THIS. SO SO MUST MUST WATCH!

omg thats so fking wrong.

gosh that's wad your allah did to you??. Very Nice..

2008-08-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

Had BBQ at mw's place..

All rights go to Mingwei's blog.

2008-08-08T05:56:00.001-07:00

A full time degree in hotel and tourism mangement

or

A part time honours for aerospace?

LOST!.

2008-08-07T21:47:00.000-07:00

back packing trip to paris december 2008.
recruiting both guys and girls. kinda looking for a 6-7 man crew best if able to speak french..
trust me its not a luxurious trip. bring ur own sleeping bags.. pm me. msn. frenster. facebook. text me sms.

2008-08-07T08:57:00.000-07:00

what would amaze lucas?

"A girl who's daring enough to say,"hands off, he's taken.""
lucas, 080808, 0000hrs

2008-08-04T20:47:00.000-07:00

i love my blog.

Brings out so much fun. So much joy. Yes I can smell it ORD loh!

2008-08-04T05:49:00.000-07:00

I wish there is somebody now who would stay home and watch rented dvd's with me..
Turn on the air con, hide under the sheets. Off the lights.. Watch some horror show.. Sigh. but there's no one besides me.

:) smile lucas. smile. its not so bad.

2008-08-03T09:38:00.001-07:00

Ros called just now and she was crying.. First time i ever hear her cry. I feel so bad but she was really sweet. She called to said that she don't want to lose me. Coz i posted "Why isit so hard for you to speak up? Guess its good bye." on my msn nick. I posted it coz yeah.. that's the kinda girl she is. She keep stuff to herself.. Some one worse than me and.. i don't know what is wrong.
None would have cared more than her to cry. So long since anyone did i guess..
She's just that very sweet little girl who would text me every morning when no one else did..
Just as much as she don't want to give up this long years of hmm.. 'closer than friend friendship', me neither man. I wish i could do something but don't know what to do and your not telling..

Well she doesn't text me in the morning anymore. Even getting a reply from her is hard enough. Don't know what she's thinking but well maybe mensus?? hahaha.
Alright, i'm thinking positive here :P

-Tomorrow is your last concert. Hmm. I'll never know how you felt coz its a part of your life i was never interested in but i really hope you enjoy ok girl. Have fun.-

I guess my memories are for myself to keep. No more will be posted already for i do have to care how others felt and well.. the past is the past :P smiles people!! woohoo!! ORD LOH!~

2008-08-02T02:27:00.000-07:00

Last night was ord dinner :) such happy moments.

Our ex CO giving a 'speech'.

The dancers. I forgotten their names... erm.. one's natasha the other one.. erm. ??

Getting lucky eh? ha. You guys haven't see more ha. The girls helped current CO take off his shirt haha :) danced around him.

See the poor mcee :) ha. I tell you, she one very very active. Very very hot baby.
And her hair well.. smells damn nice. She's everything a girl should be..

Come guys. Eat eat!

Red wine. And DRINK DRINK!

The back of mcee's dress.

Me and MJ. Gosh he's really handsome and he speaks with a slang. Heard he's some song writer. Rich boy. Drives a BMW to camp :)

Me and MCEE. WOOHOO!

Me and Zen.

After the whole event we went to MOS. The place was so packed so much guys around. The whole 6SIR was there. Guys from MP. Guys from charlie coy.
For the very first time i got molested by a gay. This ang mo. Haha.. He starts of touching your ass. Then he stands beside you and start touching your front. Gosh i brush his hand away so many times untill i swap places with mingwei and let him have a taste of it ha.. How mw? fun?? The lucky thing is he can't grind you. His belly is too big, so your save from feeling his manhood haha.. All out to have fun, i didn't think there was a need to box him or stir things up but if another guy is touching your girl and you don't do something. That's way off already. (you box him inside the club, call the bouncer say he molest your girlfriend, go out of the club and box him again also not enough hahaha.) There wasn't much girls to go around. David tried really hard i guess, got rejected again and again and again. 3plus throught the night and he's still trying. From R&B to TRANCE. He's still trying haha. Poor him. I have fun just saying hi to people, dancing and having drinks with mingwei. I'm glad there was space for us. We were standing above the rest, looking at the rest of the crowd just standing there, can't even move ha.

Nothing much. I don't know.. the crowd goes where ever i go i guess. Go zouk. See friend. Secondary school friends. Poly friends. Outside friends. Go MOS also see friends. Mingwei also agree with me and it seems whenever i go club, its always packed to the state of 'stationary'. Its not like yesterday was wed or something. Not some ladies nights. Ladies night pack i understand but friday.. packed like hell?? Hey next time we go some where quiet on a sat. We see if its really true, that im a jinx. Always pack one..

Had quite abit more than usual last night. Ming wei la.. "hey no kick leh.. want some more??" yayayaya.. we ended up having 4 vodka cranberry. 2 tequila pop. 1 vodka orange and 1 vodka greentea. Vodka greentea sucks ha. A very wrong mix. Drink till both of us broke broke go home.. plus its end of the month..

The videos.
Here's most of everyone ^^

The dancers that night.

Watch out for the last part of this vid. You'll see mingwei digging fish. Eat & Eat & Eat ha..

The photos over at friendster and facebook are very messy. I'm still compiling a proper list. Will take maybe till early next week... Please relook at them again next week. I'm sorry. It's just too much..

I watched 'Prom Night' earlier yesterday. Just some cheap flick. Not really worth watching. Honestly not up to expectation.

Should be watching the mummy next week :)

I'm out of job. Havn't go back in awhile because of the happenings in camp and bossy says its almost done already. I don't have to report there anymore. So yeah.. pays not in yet. Looking forward.

Next week friday is 080808. Guys have a good time k. Its a day of the year to remember...

What else?... i'll upload 2 photos of shan and erm.. yeah well i guess thats it for this post. Guys i will miss you. Really really will.. I hope i have hated you, cos hating you would have make things so much easier. Hope you all do well in school, in work. Stay strong with your girlfriends if you have one, stay faithful, and to those who are still single :) play hard man!! WE GO GUYS! haha.

"smiles we hang on our faces
hands we hold on the streets
hugs we gave in our world
footsteps we align on the pavements
make us look perfect

when i lie on ur shoulders; safety
when we feed each other; happiness
when u hold me close to you; bliss
when u tell me everything is alright; assured
indeed i smile wide

the tears we shed
the feelings we gave
the hearts we share
are jus for one
l.o.v.e"
19 November 2007 18: 45PM

2008-07-31T10:24:00.000-07:00

Our shooters.

Who ever said you can only use the index finger to fire a Steyr?

I don't smoke. Its just for filming purpose. The cigret wasn't lit at all.

The targets.

Finally done rushing those ord photos and uploading the videos.. i still have abit more to do.. Gosh.. the time now is already 1.30am and i gotta be up at 5+am later and book in back by 7am for a 14km run.

I'm in a dilemma. To run or not to..

Not to run reason - only 4 people are running and i'm damn tired. Tomorrow is a long day. 14km run in the morning. Movie @ causeway point in the afternoon. ORD dinner at sentosa in the evening. $^$^%&@$^$%#%& after that. how to survive?.. the last time i run AHM 12km. i sleep for 2 days... tmr 14km + @$^Y%#&@#$^$@^$%# ha. Madness can.

I want to run reason - left 1 month to ord. You wudn get to see the platoon again. Cherish wadever time together as possible and i need to train up. Army half marathon is coming on 21st august follow by nike 10km run on 31st august. I don't want to be 'the walking party'.

Feels like crying when i bid fengnan good bye today. When our company flag is being 'put to rest' and den 'revived' again. We fight on. There will always be new people to replace the old blood. And well.. all the times we shared. ha.. just cant help being emotional. So much smiles but i'm not really happy. Why ain't i happy that NS is finishing already?. I enjoyed it.

My cell's not ringing lately. My battery can last 5 days haha. Amazing.. Put it to rest soon i guess ha :) Hmm.. yeah. more of ORD moments will be coming up soon.

"once upon a time there live hanny, he is sweet lil bunny. One day he
bounced his way into ****ny dunny's hole. without knowing that it's ****ny dunny's life.
he bumped his head against a room named "heart". Suddenly he felt his pocket go heavy.
He reach in and found a key. (: he opened "heart" with the key and miraculously it open!
there inside sat a dunny named ****ny. ****ny looked up and was shocked to see some1 coming in.
she told hanny bunny tt no one has the key to this special room. and they talked and... err.. They hugged and errr.... then....
they live happily ever after! <3 " 19 November 2007 18: 45PM

http://world.guns.ru/sniper/sn21-e.htm Click for sniper ssg.

2008-07-31T07:48:00.000-07:00

This post is going to be a long long one.
Dedicated to all 6SIR ORD personnel.. Especially my fellow snipers. I bid you guys - Farewell.

Before the actual parade. The guys behind the scene..
Qin Ren & Tom

Back row (From left: Viknesh, Johnson, Teckhong, David, Fengnan)
Front row (From left: Qin ren, Lyon, Clement, Tom)

Tom & Fengnan.

They are just trying to say Johnson's really SHORT. haha~

Lucas in the middle ^^

Fengnan doing solo.

Tom,"So Qin Ren, why you so garang polish boots some more huh?.."

Clement (The Neyo in 'The MATRIX')

Mr anderson. We meet again..

David doing solo.

The parade square.

Spot lewis? (he's all cover up with fake leaves. Gillie-suit. The snipes suit.)

Spot mingwei? (All the way behind standing on the vehicle. Right of the small red knob)

Spot Lewis again :) haha.

Side Track abit..

Handling over the company flag. Ending of one life span. The closing of the company.

But well.. support company's moto, 'Always behind you'. Our company flag never rest.

Ming wei!

The man behind the scene. Jason.

Keep asking me to take photo of them. I don't even know who they are.

Gosh.. ming wei again.

Lewis.

Snipers :) woohoo!

Back row left to right - Lyon, Qinren, Clement, Teckhong, David, Joseph, Lewis.
Front row left to right - Zen, Viknesh, Tom, Johnson, Mingwei, Lucas, Fengnan.

Lewis (GOAT - greatest of all time)

Lucas & Zen.

Snipers Cum OC. OC - Front row, second from left.

Lucas & Mingwei.

Teckhong & Lyon.

...

Lastly, the parade videos.

Part 1

Part 2

Tribute to Lewis.

P.s A smile can hide a million sorrows. I will miss all of you. Happy ord-ing guys!

2008-07-29T19:33:00.000-07:00

haha. busy in camp this week... well i'm not the busy one, i'm just staying in camp, the rest are busy with the ORD parade. Mon, tues, wed and actual on thurs. Being excused from sunlight, i have the benefits of staying in bunk :) and i went safti dental just now for ORD FFI check up. Ha. The feeling is finally coming, soon i'll be doing clearance. Returning the bedsheets and blankets. Sign out. Woohoo and that the end of it. 2years.. hmm..

What we did the few pass few days,

you know.. when your asleep and some things are given for free? Well.. sex education lesson 1:

Don't get the wrong idea. Just soya bean milk.

No person was violated.
Purely for fun and laughter.
No offence to anybody.
Condom was a specimen product for sex education purpose not to be used for real live firing.
No behind the sceen cost.
Actor know's that he was photographed, well.. only after everything (he woke up asking,"what the hell is this?. eh damn gross la.").
DO NOT, I SAY AGAIN! DO NOT masturbate to this sceen, especially you gays who are reading this at this very moment. STOP THE FUCKING JERKING. YOU PERV.

oh and 2 adults at some kids chair :) (cant even squeeze the whole ass in..)

"**** and hanny has been trying real hard to give in to each other. to understand each other better. to learn how to give the other party what he/she wants. **** knows and can feel what hanny is giving. Im not some bitch that goes out with anyone that likes me. i do my picks. mama says she feels that im gg to you coz u like me. even if i broke up with my ex i still have you. thats y tt night **** cried. coz she made it sounds real bad. **** aint one girl that will do this.

after these few days of arguments **** is lost. **** is happy when im with you. thats for sure. i guess it would be the same for hanny too. we have been working hard. 19 November 2007 18: 45PM" :) ...

2008-07-27T04:57:00.000-07:00

Went marina square to watch X-files today.. Erm, i'm just giving it 2.5/5 considering that i was a huge fan of X-files. The show is 1hr50mins or so. Drag pretty long.. Its not really a extraterrestrials kinda plot, thats why it disappointed me.

Oh well.. went newton circle and settle dinner. Old Old place.. not many know of its existance. Its got a long story down the history line of singapore. Providing food for passerby's of the newton circle. When roads were uneven... Its still open today. Renovated. Lessen my childhood memories though.. changed so much already.

Just two out of the 3 things that we ate. The one not here is BBQ chicken wings.

I added a few songs. Oldies. Well with some meanings.. I just thought i make a small tribute in this post. Just a small one.. small but yet so very sweet one.
"these few days were tough. **** sick, out and all. messing around with ya life. **** told u from the start it aint gg to be easy. you were brave you wanna give it a try. **** let u into her life. everything was okay. everyday **** meets u it were jus all hapy moments. till slowly when all the feelings start to fall in. and shan realise that there's alot of things she cares abt hanny. lotsa things she wanna knows abt hanny. thou we keep saying as long as we love each other everything is fine. but some other factor really do affect as well."19 November 2007 18: 45PM

There really was a problem.. :'( oh well.. hmm.. just a small paragraph. Seeing that it meant nothing already i'll blog abit of sweet moments in every post. Bear with it.

2008-07-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

First of all.. its a shit day. I'll not say much.. too much to write down. Too much heart felt complains. Too much fuck ups.

I'm sorry i drag the platoon back today.. Sorry.

Well i took some pictures...

You guys are bunch of bullshits, say 0600 wake up. I woke up and turn on the lights just in case encik come and spot check and this is what you all were doing ha.

Say 0615 go breakfast.. and at 0625.. you all were still..

0700 then wake up..

And started area cleaning..

I know its my fault, a human temptation to drop the rubbish at the third floor but after giving much thoughts to it when being punished.

I just felt that some officers are fuck up. Seriously most officers are. If i am one, and i know that my fellow officers rubbish are left at third floor, i bloody hell go throw it myself. So you officer, so you pride, want save face infront of the men. So you go look for the culprit, but my question to you, "whose rubbish was it?" and when every body suppose to be back the night before, "where were you? coming back in the morning driving ur father's bloody toyota wish?" Hmm.. so much for the saying -- lead by example. Ha. Just shows me how fuck up your OCS training was. I'm fucked up. I admit. Well your none the better. Infact your worse :) How many times we cleaned up your toilet for you? Throw your rubbish and all you did was to save your own face infront of the men? Ha.. seriously how many people pointing middle fingers behind you??..

My mum says i have a weird temper. She don't know where i learn it from. I can mind the very simple things at one time and i can also just close one eye.. I'm tempermental. I seriously don't know where i learn it from but i believe in fair reasoning. I wanted to take up law study as one of my diplomas. Just shows up much i love to give a good fight for something. Lawyers don't earn alot now so i thought not, plus my english isn't as good anymore. I used to hate chinese so much but now i'm speaking it. Can't believe this shit is happening.

Sigh. back to camp tomorrow night. ORD parade falls on coming thursday. ORD dinner falls on coming friday. So much to do next week..

And i feel really bad. I asked my mum today if i did grow up with no love. I went to play basketball alone. I went taka after camp today and bought the green top myself. I see big families eat together. They have enough people to occupy 2 tables, just imagine. I grow up, without siblings. Just me.. and my mum. Always that peace and quiet. I've always love to turn on the music, even though i'm not listening. Turn on the tv although i'm not watching. The reason i always give myself is that it makes the house more lively. Gives you the feeling that theres more people. Getting used to being alone, growing up alone, doesn't mean i like to be alone. Yes some times i want that kind of peace and quiet but at times i also wish there's a right company. I can't remember when's the last time i catch a show. Seems pretty long to me. Phil is pretty busy with sch work and all.. I keep getting rejected but yet i'm still waiting for our dark knight to happen. X-files just released too. So many movies to see. Next week there's more. Sigh..
Next month gotta register for school already.
Need to type out a resume for work.
Need to mail my citibank card details.
Need to go back charlize there collect my pay.
Need to go catch a movie. With who?.. I'm strictly restrictly people. I rather go out with my guys instead.. Ros has been watching quite a sum of movies already, its just not right to ask. I mean wouldn't you get sick of it?..
Need to go run. For nike. For AHM(army half marathon).
Need to go do clearance for ORD.
Sigh.. I'm just really so fucking stressing myself up and especially all that happened last night and today.. I was happily watching dvd myself, inside my room. Off the lights, lie on bed, getting cosy, the call came and said all on short term MC need to go back.. Wah liao. Sigh.. Troy in on tv now. Just now was the mummy 1, all i watch before already, at least 2-3 times before. Singapore kinda really sucks already.
Considering people my age overseas? Fking pour orange squash at the beach everyday they also happy, why is my life so stress up? Funny right??..

Sometimes i really think its what you want in life, ni zhi zhao de (you seek wad you reap, you reap what you soul or something like that)..

2008-07-25T04:33:00.000-07:00

Fuck SAF. On MC also need to go back. If there any law i can sue SAF for it?.. Oh come on man. I'm suppose to be on OFF. Which ever problems that you are having with the ration, Fuck to you. It's not problem of mine or any of the snipers. The snipers hadn't go for lunch, we always sleep through it and even if we do go for lunch, we always go canteen and pay our own bloody meals. AND worse of worse, we go cook house eat we also never scan. We are like bloody invisible people, you don't need to care about us or worry about us, and we need not give shit about what's happening too. Your problems aren't created by us you get what i mean?..

You owe $3k ration money, hey come on man. If your asking us to pay i'll kick your bloody ass. Go question reccee or other people, you've gone through the ration shit with us already and we(snipers) decided not to intend ration at all. They are they ones who went on off and never cancel their own rations. Ask them to pay. Ask them to stay back or whatever. What kinda shit is this kinda fucked up OC? Ask whole company confine. Call all people who is on OFF back. MC also must go. Wah KAO!

2008-07-22T19:38:00.000-07:00

Saw this lady at bedok today. #@^^$^$ the hell out of me..
You would have seen this kind of people anywhere. Coffeeshops, mrt but mostly bus stops and interchange. They are not disabled or short of anything. They have legs, hands, they can talk (cause obviously they asked $$ from you) and well this one i met, can even speak english.

"hello, boy do you have 2dollars?" and she stretches out her hands.

I took a good look at her and rejected her giving the 'what the hell' look. I mean, there are people who cant walk, there are people who are short of one hand, people who can't speak due to deformaties of some sort and YOU, you are just plain fat! Oh come on man, there are people worse than you and they never, i repeat NEVER, even ask for money. They did shows, performed something and its rightful you pay them or should i say donate some amount of $$ for it. Reasonable. but you.. .. A disgrace to society. Even the blind are struggling to have their words heard in society, take the Chen Wei Nian, the blind singer? We heard what he was trying to broadcast to us. There IS hope for them. Even if they differ from the rest, they can do it? He made it big (although we don't hear from him now), didn't he? I would gladly give you the $2. It isn't a big amount, there's people asking for $5 or $10 before, i'm not surprised by your $2. Just.. show me something. Earn your $2.

And if you (readers) think i'm too much, i'm not. I know it's just $2 dollars but i don't even give $2 to the uncle singing down at orchard. She's just asking for money. NOT TO TAKE BUSES or what. If your asking for coins to take bus ok fine, i'll dig all my pockets for you but i saw this uncle giving you a $5 dollar note and you took it from him. Ok fine, you were asking for $2, now you have $5 and guess what? She's still out asking for more. So she's definately not asking the money for bus..

Hmm.. yeah. I'm done complaining ha.

2008-07-22T06:09:00.001-07:00

Polls up. Please vote for me please!

Went down town to have lunch with my auntie today ^^ wanted to just have yokitori rice but end up settling for Ajisen Ramen. Gosh.. I seriously think there's nothing to eat there. Ramen.. and well thats all. I ordered a ajisen ramen and my aunt ordered a beef ramen, we added two side dishes, totals up to $32.xx ha. Citibank card got discount so my aunt shoved the cashier her card and 10% discount, $29.xx gosh i want to sign up for citibank card too :(

Met mingwei after that. He was late. 1 hour!! ha oh anyway i walked around myself. Shopped. Happily haha. Bump into Tom. What a coincidence as i just had a chat with him on msn the day before, talking about what to do after ORD..

I walked by this girl and i was pulling ming wei back. I told him,"She seens familiar.. i know her.." and he was like,"gosh you know her? where?"

"She's the girl i told you about, the one who sold me the phone i'm holding right now."

Yes, JASMINE. haha. cool right, i memorize her and like what? I only seen her once. In different clothes. A different place. Now i spotted her at town. I sms-ed her and she was like,"you are??".. haha. we texted.. and well.. she's a very very funny person. :) i spot her 2 times, 2 times i was so close beside her and she was like busying complaining about something to her girlfriend and never looked my way ha. We never say hi. I didn't want to.. considering my fugly face. haha better not.

Anyway hannah came and i let the both of them have their own space, excused myself and went home. Had long john for dinner.. Tomorrow got work so its rest early today for lucas ^^ well i'm really getting sick of the job but i'm just trying to make it a point i contribute 2 times a week as per usual. Don't over do it and under do it at the same time. Maintain. That's all i ask for from myself.

Nights people! oh yah.. Take part in nike's run ok! i've registered already, so has ming wei :)

2008-07-21T20:20:00.000-07:00

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packing my cupboard

2008-07-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

That feeling came and at the weird hours of the day. Monday, 1900hrs. He FINALLY packed his closet. Sitting there digging, folding, cleaning, picking which to throw, which not to.. ha and this is what he got..

Lucas's Closet. So sweet see, on the right still got his Secondary School Tie, his Poly Tie.. look out for his boxers and brief. Spot them For NO PRICE! ha ^^

Singlets. Belonging to 2PDF(left). 9th Infantry(right).

Combat Engineer.

The amount of PT shorts he have. Wow..

His Pride & Honour.

Belonging to 'Lucas'..

And just look at how many SAF towels he have??.. Its free anyway.. ^^

Towels.. and socks. ha.

2PDF - 6SIR, Command Pride Day 2008.

So many new green SAF socks don't know for what.. Free anyway. Who wants?

Ahh yes.. Secondary School. Sweet Memories... Some have to be thrown away though.. sigh. Saddened.

Kranji Sec. KSS.

Basketball team. Training T. Very old ones, they don't have this design anymore. Not even if bought or specially made outside. Competition Ts are lost. At other people'
s place.. Hmm :(

His number.

If you can't see it clearly, it's printed,
"There is no 'I' in the word 'TEAM'."

- I had fun today just doing at all these. There are other stuffs, primary sch: boys scouts belt and cap. Swensens uniform, apron and cap. Coke cola uniform. Old old memories. I feel like crying. Aww.. I'm just that sentimental. I look back at stuff and see how wonderful it all was. Maybe some day down the road, i'll look back again and think how today have been, how much it all meant to me. I still have my swimming cap, it no longer fits now, put it on looking like some bloody jewish ha but yes im keeping it still, not throwing. Going for a run later. Preparing how a final IPPT on august. I'm trying for a gold. There is a upcoming ARMY HALF MARATHON, on the 20 something of august. Second year soldies are to complete 21km run. I can't wait for it. Mingwei is asking me to take part in the nike 10km run. The both of us would love to but sadly it ran out of sizes, the T's are only left with size 'S', and you must have a T to run. So we opt out.
Hope to complete run's with you again mingwei like how we did 12km last year :) anyway. ORD lo!!.

Shall see all you snipers back in camp soon. All those on MC should me coming back soon and all those that are going to ORD august, wish you well man. Last few weeks, do come back. Have a meal, bbq or something, chill out. Coffee? ha.

Loads of stuff happened in camp. I got stuck inside by myself for 2 days with no other people around but its ok, i thought i shouldn't complain, compared to what lewis went through, help him out guys. Don't make things difficult for him. He's been in loads of trouble for us already. We are all leaving. Lets all go happily.. No hard feelings for one another okay?.. I might sound gay buy i love all you guys. Be it you are fucked up or your not, or i am. Ha. Well.. We did spent shit together. Right?.

2008-07-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

won on mahjong last night :) hehe played from 8+pm till 6+ in the morning. Tired and i slp till 2. Woke up and wash my two jackets. damn pissed. i say bring dry wash she say ex why pay this kinda $$. i only have two of those mah den wad. den nvm.. i hand wash. i oso stupid i wash my black sweater first and now my white color formal jacket 'mao mao' liao :( den i kenna nag n nag. i dunno isit tired or wad. i've got no patience. she was saying jacket dirty ask me scrub den i was holding it she say right hand den i hold up right hand and scrub den she pull up my left hand one.. like wtf i shouted back at her.. den i get scolded for it. she say i don understand chinese and im always stubborn. i cant even sit properly with her infront of the tv in the living room. she hav to go nagging all the way. cant she just shut up! have some peace watching the bloody tv. i know i seldom come out of my room. and thats one very good reason why i don come out, coz i jus wan u to leave me alone. shut up for awhile. i hardly watch tv. so let me watch it in peace pls. if u wan to talk, talk when we go eat or smthing. when there's nth to do on bus/train.

2008-07-17T18:52:00.000-07:00

i'm home.. never go work :)
really tired still. dunnno why.

so sweet a couple.

2008-07-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

aww.. see ming wei & hannah de shoe.. so sweet.
converse. 60+ only ha. having a gf sucks ain it ha. :P
well.. good and bad depends on how u look at it haha so many background stories. I cant blog freely at all and i'm really sorry about that.

There are some people i cared for and i want to protect. I can't just blog knowing there are people, secretly scanning for information from me. Just hope you people understand why i'm into subjective blogging ha.

2008-07-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

Went to meet my friends after work today. Had dinner at bugis. Made some new friends. A Van & a Car. Well.. Vanessa and Carmen. Cool right?? They brought us to this Ice Cream place at some corner for the first time and i tried its Ice Blended Mocha and it tasted really good :)

Me and mingwei shop along bugis street for bags. I saw the fred perry bag. Still considering to buy it anot.

Said our good byes. The boys took their stroll dumbly down the streets heading to clark quay but later found out that we went wrong. It suppose to be at zouk. So took 2 different buses get our asses to zouk. Pulled a few strings said hi to friends at Zouk bar. Waited for seats, met some gays. Smiled at people. Flirt abit.. Introduce. Socialise. Which ever fuck you wan to call it. Bitch around about bitches/bastards. Got our drinks. Chilled out. Chat about camp. What's the lastest happenning. School. Family. Girlfriend. Friend. Ex-es. Which ever, what ever. Me and mingwei didn't go in phuture. The rest did. Hope they have fun. I'm writing all in short coz i really don have much time to blog. Still gotta work tomorrow.

Citibank 1 for 1 promotion. Me and ming wei finish it all :P

Ribenna vodka

me, jamie, johnson, malcolm and ming wei.

so nice to see you all tonight. i felt so much better. so much more in life. so much to play.. just look at wats ard u.. ha. man. wait.. when i recover and i feel better abt my stupid face. ha. i shud join u guys again. ^^

2008-07-15T17:21:00.000-07:00

Topman On promotion ha ^^

2008-07-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep.. tired but just couldn't fall asleep.

Life seems so much happier when i think back at it. Smiles everyday. There's always a reason for something. No longer now. Things just seems different. Those that made you smile disappeared..

Am i changing?.. I cant be bothered about so much. And maybe its that much that i've lost. and being the cant be bothered me. I tell myself its fine. I don't care anyway.

How nice lucas :) how smart ha. Nice one to me!