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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Went to library and borrow some books today. It's really boring in camp especially when there's no one in camp. Deployment at Changi sucks too, always looking at the ceiling and falling asleep so i thought maybe some books would help. I borrowed "Truly Mars & Venus", "Taxi Talk" and "The Silent War". Erm.. Shan was around so she said she go library and find me. Quite nervous to see her. She talked about shopping, bought this so call couple shirt for him and herself but i heard he doesn't like the idea of it. Like wtf. I so wish it was for me. Fuck. I can't help it. When she talks and you just look at her through her eyes, that same pair of eye. My heart just.. ached. Everything is different. All resistance is gone. You want to hold her, but you can't. I kept real quiet i guess cause i really don't know what to say. Besides laughing.. or smiling away. She painted her toes. I noticed. She started dolling up. Her hair cut short. I seem to can't remember her long hair already but the short one's pretty sweet too. Seems like i'm the one who hasn't change much ha. Still looking like a cock. I don't see the need to dress up, i don't really care ha. Anyway yeah she accompany me to get dinner after that i walk her to her block. Din't find the need to be nice and send her up. She's heading to club tonight. Can see that she's pretty tired already but who needs sleep ha. Hope you have fun ok =D

Hann and Mw are having problems recently. I don't really know whats wrong but i heard from her that she feels mw is showing lesser concern. He doesn't really care and all.. I asked mw if he feels its that way. If what she said is right then fuck you mingwei, starting doing some thing already. What the heck are you up to. And if he feels what she says is wrong, then i guess she's maybe asking for too much. I mean, isn't love about giving? Even she said that maybe she's the wrong girl for you. I don't know. I don't know what love is. You answer me. Its the problem between both of you. Go sort it out. If its really time to let go. Then do it. It not good anyway.. over the pass months, how many times already?.. Think about it.

Going back to camp tonight already. Alone. Hmm.. will be back friday night. Till then than. Good bye. Take care everyone.

I miss our rooftop sessions guys. I miss our evening runs. I miss our heart to heart talks. I miss the training phrase. Everyone should bloody go sweat it all out with nothing else on the mind. Just good brotherhood. Weekend go back damn shag but we still hit out to play. I miss all that kind of stuff. I sure going to miss army when i ORD. I swear. I hate deployment. We hardly have time together. Always seperated. I miss Kbox. but damn next time can we ask girls along. Cause its really tiring to see malcolm or who ever tries to sound like a girl. HAHA..

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Ha thanks all for the comments. Yes the blog's really cute haha. love it too.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Think i love my new blog. Really cute. The songs is jap but its really cute too =D
Well.. yeah new blog. Happy. ^^

Tuesday, January 29, 2008