Thursday, February 28, 2008

[Lucas]™ says:
i just miss the times
[Lucas]™ says:
when der is really sm1
[Lucas]™ says:
sm1
[Lucas]™ says:
who know
[Lucas]™ says:
u r sick
[Lucas]™ says:
gives u that concern u wan
[Lucas]™ says:
sm1
[Lucas]™ says:
who is always free when u call her out
[Lucas]™ says:
sm1 as interested as u in goin out tgt
[Lucas]™ says:
spend the day
[Lucas]™ says:
sigh
[Lucas]™ says:
i really miss the times when der is sm1
[Lucas]™ says:
sm1 asking if u eaten
[Lucas]™ says:
wan eat tgt
[Lucas]™ says:
sm1 asking wad u r doing
[Lucas]™ says:
sm1 bugging ur phone
[Lucas]™ says:
yeah
[Lucas]™ says:
i miss sm1 who loves me
[Lucas]™ says:
it sucks
[Lucas]™ says:
i don even eat proper meals now
[Lucas]™ says:
i eat one day once
[Lucas]™ says:
smtimes i don even eat
[Lucas]™ says:
my medicine suppose to take
[Lucas]™ says:
after meals
[Lucas]™ says:
den i think
[Lucas]™ says:
i don even eat meals
[Lucas]™ says:
how to take medicine
[Lucas]™ says:
end up i oso don care
[Lucas]™ says:
i stay home all day
[Lucas]™ says:
i wan to go bugis walk ard
[Lucas]™ says:
nobody free
[Lucas]™ says:
sigh
[Lucas]™ says:
tell me
[Lucas]™ says:
why i shudn miss shan
[Lucas]™ says:
i miss the sm1 who used to love me
[Lucas]™ says:
e sm1 who alwys have me in her mind
[Lucas]™ says:
hmm
[Lucas]™ says:
where are my frens
[Lucas]™ says:
ming wei having problem with his gf again.
[Lucas]™ says:
goin out w a guy is nv fun
[Lucas]™ says:
its like not play basketball
[Lucas]™ says:
go sentosa tan or wad
[Lucas]™ says:
this is goin shopping
[Lucas]™ says:
vday
[Lucas]™ says:
my 2 bunk mates go kbox sing
[Lucas]™ says:
e ppl der treat them as gay
[Lucas]™ says:
its not e same
[Lucas]™ says:
i tried asking phil
[Lucas]™ says:
she's always busy with smthing
[Lucas]™ says:
zhijun is overseas
[Lucas]™ says:
ting got bf le
[Lucas]™ says:
e rest
[Lucas]™ says:
i all not interested
[Lucas]™ says:
i feel lyk
[Lucas]™ says:
its quite pathetic if u really understnad
[Lucas]™ says:
sigh i go bathe le
[Lucas]™ says:
gion back tonight
[Lucas]™ says:
hungry
[Lucas]™ says:
i havn see the whole day =)
[Lucas]™ says:
*eat
[Lucas]™ says:
yaya most like go down eat
[Lucas]™ says:
my eating n slping habit really really bad now
[Lucas]™ says:
i nd to take cough syrup to fall aslp
[Lucas]™ says:
i slp at 4+ 5 in the morning
[Lucas]™ says:
i oso dunno i stress wad
[Lucas]™ says:
but its bad.
[Lucas]™ says:
i feel sorry for myself
[Lucas]™ says:
go food court dunno wad to eat. look at all the food oso sian.. end up jus order a ching tang. thats all for e whole day ha. amazing yah =)
[Lucas]™ says:
but anyway ha
[Lucas]™ says:
thanks
[Lucas]™ says:
i havn been complaining much to anyway
[Lucas]™ says:
coz i feel really soft.
[Lucas]™ says:
guys cannot be so soft de
[Lucas]™ says:
=)

Thats how much life has been =) in short. msn sentences.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

u know wad.. i miss rui shan.
after so long.. i still want her.
amazing aint it. haha sigh. how dumb.
i email her. dunno when she will recieve.
i never mention about missing her.
all i did was ask how she's doing.
1 more mth till she's back.
would she text me?
would she ask me out?
if she missing me like i miss her?
would she even realise that im actually the one for her?..
would she come back and ask me if i still have feelings for her.
and we probably patch things up?..

am i very silly?.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

got my new phone.

wanted to get K850i.. but last min changed my mind. Save that 150bucks go do other things better.

i prefer k850i. the function are better though the design sucked, but i think about it how often do i take pictures. Really? How often.?

The W910i the offer me comes with a 2GB memory stick i don't have to pay a single cent for the whole phone. Why not?.

End up.. its just a phone. Forget it.. I don't use my phone alot now too. Besides picking calls. Hardly.. Well i guess my favourite color have to change from blue to red now. Coz the phone is red. Mummy say try new color. I agreed.

Didn't really welcome this phone so i let my mummy decide whatever she wants =) its quite cool. The USB also red. Damn nice.

I'm gonna crystal my phone. Put my name 'LUCAS' at the back, then it becomes bling bling haha. super uber shiny den. =P

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Sick.. the docter gave me so many medicine :'(

Everybody say i getting skinnier and skinnier. Suddenly it feels like too skinny is also wrong.

I gave phil a lecture that day. She said sorry.

Man, really sick.

Had funny dreams.

Driving tomorrow.

New phone?

Tiring deployment. I hate night shifts.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Man i'm sick. I don't realise it, maybe i have been taking too many heaty food. Fried stuff and all. I couldn't finish the food i bought last night, ended up squeezing the last long john silvers down at pass midnight. It's ok, i'm feeling fine. Just soar throat and block nose.. slight fever.

Going back camp in the later afternoon. Sucks. Night shift.

Ching ting sms me at 4am in the morning. I was still awake then, havn't sleep. I can sense she's real troubled.

Zhijun's out playing volleyball now(apparently she overslept ha never go. She just woke up). She's going bangkok on 1st March for 5days. ha. So nice. Can travel. What's more its with her friends.

Shaohong sms me this morning..

"bro, i'm officially attached.. haha.."

hmm.. Its his first girlfriend. Proper status. I'm happy for you. You've tried so hard for her, i'm glad you all are finally together.

Maybe its because shaohong knows ruishan. Maybe its because of him, me and ruishan met. He was at the chalet last time and i guess he knows me and shan's relationship was rocky by then but i guess he don't know that we've broken up and walked seperate ways. I didn't update him. I'll do when i see him ba. It's been some time since we hang out. Everyone got their own stuff to do. Everyone has grown up. Sec sch, 13,14, years old.. till now, god. Almost 10 years already. Brothers for life.

Maybe ruishan left a mark. I'm happy for shaohong but there's still some thing. Looking at how couples are. When your together its a different thing.

Maybe i'm afraid.

I guess i am.

Shan's at malaysia now. She wouldn't be back till April. If she know's i'm hanging out with zhijun i wonder how she feels.

I doubt she cares.

I'm not trying to say i'm out with zhijun just so i can see if shan will get pissed. Zhijun's my friend. I enjoy her company. She's rather fun now. A hard case to crack. I never understand cancerians. I don't really understand her. Maybe because we ain't so close. I can't say she's 'weak'/'lousy' about some thing without feeling if i've hurt her. She's as ego as me. Some one with pride as high as mine. Like some queen like that. Though some times i don't give a fuck to control myself, after all she's a friend. No need for special treatment..

I know you guys would ask me the same question like xiao yan did.
"Think of getting back with zhijun?"
If you really want to know, my answer is a half yes half no. She's someone who made it pass the requirements of a girlfriend. She's done it before, i don't see why not again. Just that i'm more focus on other stuff now. I don't want a girlfriend, not when i still keep a photo of me and shan in my wallet. Which i would take out and see once in awhile. I'm clear about my relationship with shan, the one i once love was the old shan. The one that loved me back. The ruishan now is just a friend. I hope i'm strong enough to look into her eyes and not feel a thing. She left me to handle all the mess. My family's sarcastic mouth. I know its like months already but your 'sorry' didn't help. Just.. i never say, but i'm still pretty hurt.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Suppose to be out with zhijun but her friends kinda surprised visit her so she couldn't make it at the last minute. I'm pissed with phil. She's an idiot.. Whenever i ask her out, her reply is,"See how lo." and then when i ask her again the day before, she would have plans with her friends already. It's like quite fuck up. I ask you, long before your friends do, you tell me see first. Your friends ask you after me, you gave them an answer straight. Fuck, even as a friend. Where the fuck do i stand man. Not even a first come first serve?.
I havn't get the birthday present. Sucks. Running out of time. The stuff at the nearby shopping mall sucks.
I can't find my adidas strap. It's the older version. I looking for blue. I decided blue will be my favourite color now. My msn chat box is on blue. My watch shall be blue. My new phone shall be blue too =P


I went out alone today.
Went to the nearby shopping mall. Didn't want to walk around long cause i was alone.
So many people.
I returned my overdue library books.
Went to NTUC and spent close to 20bucks on snacks.
Bought my favourite Doritos.
Its expensive i know.
I only buy them once in awhile when im really down.
I spend on food without thinking.
I will eat and eat.
Or i wouldn't eat anything at all.
Maybe cause i was starving the whole day...
I bought pringles.
I bought bread from four leaves.
I bought long john.
And as if its not enough still,
I bought other food as well.
Went back home.
Guess i spent like 30+ just like that.
Didn't really feel anything.

Well.. at least later or tomorrow i can eat them in my own room while watching movies myself.
I downloaded "One missed call", "The mist" and "P.S i love you".
Its not that i love solitude.
Just.. my friends are all busy.
I've learnt to watch movies myself.
I've learnt to eat alone.
I've learnt to go out alone.
No matter how much i hate it.
but.. well,

That's the way it is.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Friday, February 22, 2008

I can't help but think i'm on a good side of life now.
Xiao yan called me down to accompany her for a chat. She didn't want to go home early and she wanted to gossip some stuff about her work place. So i went down and we chit chat till 1am in the morning.
Half way through, ching ting called. Like shocking.. I mean i just talked to her the day before. She was feeling pissed of about some thing and last night she called just to update me that i was right saying about some thing.
(notice i use alot of 'some thing' coz.. i don't see the need for you all readers to know ha.)
Oh well.. lana, yeah lana. She's fine, nothing much to complain about. She complains onces in awhile. 2am at midnight. During the day, through the office phone.. ya. Always that case.
I've link my old neighbour.
<---= there damnit she says hi. miss supper. Ha.
Well.. what i find weird is people start telling me things and it feels good. Feels really good to know i'm a friend. Feels good to have people calling, asking me how i am, even if they don't talk about their problems, ask me out for a walk/talk/shop/watch. Anything. =)
Thanks people =D
Zhijun's gonna get it from me today. I'm going to complain to her haha..
She's rather funny. I'm late meeting her for a jog. Tell you guys some other time.
bye bye!

Friday, February 22, 2008

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

Just a song but i love it alot. Current favourite =)
Going out for a jog now. Good bye.

Friday, February 22, 2008

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Went back to camp last night for a meeting.
In came sebas.
With this very nice black sling bag.
Medium size.
Told him if freaking nice, ask him where he bought it.
Twist and turn.
Fred Perry. wtf..

"you want to know how much i bought it?"

"how much? expensive ya?"

"nope. after bargaining with the seller and his gf (goes about telling his bargaining tactics). I got it for 20 bucks."

.... .... .... .... .... .....

"its looks damn real to me. Even if its fake, it looks good. Where?"

"Zouk's flee market."

He goes about telling another story about how he bargained a Ralph Lauren shorts for 10 bucks. The seller says those came from like you know models, they put it on for roadshow then after its not sold outside anymore but given away. So the seller kinda got it from there and its totally free, so he's making the profit of 10bucks from it. Well what the fuck right.

Heard a Flee market is coming again. Will keep you people updated. I'm fucking going for it. I don't know about you all man. =)

Cheers

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

click here

And i mean really read it.
Take your time, 5mins? 10mins? Just take that little bit of time to really read it.
I've read the valentine day post and i think its really meaningful.
It's what happening around now. People don't think about it or bring it up cause its normal.
"Whatever is accepted by the society, its consider normal." -- How true.
He says about 'hating this world', i don't hate it but neither do i love it.
It just the way it is. I'm just bringing it up so people notice.
I'm not saying we should change it.
The world is getting 'open' now.
Just letting older people know.
Just letting younger people realise whats ahead.

Still.. If your attached, don't play. Not even abit.
No such thing as 'so call'.
That's my rule. That's my belief.
=D

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Monday, February 18, 2008

Went driving today and kinda fk everything up. Have to start learning most of the stuff again cause i'm still kinda not sure about some stuff. Well will just expect myself to go for more lessons now. Test is coming on April 9th. I want to pass it. Passing it has got alot of rewards so mummy says she giving me ha. Well we wait and see ok. I'll jia you one. I don't want to fail too.
I was too lazy to go to the polyclinic after that so i went home and took a long nap. Woke up and met zhijun.. Had a fun time. We went around looking for her onisuka shoes ha. Its either out of stock or don't have her size. Size 7.5/8 =) ha. Opps. Leaked ur secret ha. Oh well cheer up we'll go again okay. I'll keep a look out for you. Oh fuck, i went far east and check out my cardigan and vest. All sold out too. =( what the fuck man. Oh anyway we went din tai feng and had our dinner. Totals up to $23.20 ha. Its not that we are on budget on anything but the both of us don't really have a big appetite like before. We ordered 6 xiao long bao, i ordered her favourite meat rib fried rice (oso my favourite), she ordered a soup for me, so we shared all the 3 dishes. =) she half i half everything oso half half. Feels good.. Bill oso half half. Damn cheap. I never eat so cheap before. Not with her. Going out with her doesn't used to be like that but well love the new change. She start opening up already too. Started talking more. She didn't ask much about mine though. We went to lot 1 and i bump into lay suan. Guess what she say?
"Hey ur NEW gf ar?"
Fuck.. some people really dunno what to say at the right time.
first thing, its either zj change alot from sec sch or wad coz apparently lay suan cant recognise her as my ex.
sec thing, i know u've seen me a few mths back w shan but we broke up and if u see me w a new girl, can't u ask me when she isn't around?
Really sotong. Since sec sch nv change at all. No wonder last time we always throw crumpled paper balls on your head. Sigh. Once a sotong, always a sotong.
Well its 0058hrs. =) heading to bed soon.
Oh guys. try out this new game on your psp. Its call "God of war". Its a demo version. The real one is out early march. Its pretty good. I give it a 4/5. Graphics are damn cool. Different ways of kills. You can throw opponent up in the air hook them left and right, up and down, depending on how much life they have. Different methods of killing bosses. Very nice movies. GorGeous moves
Really really good game try

Monday, February 18, 2008

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Hi peps. Time now is 0156 monday. I'm still up.
Nothing much to update. Erm.. Shan's off at malaysia now. She wouldn't be back till end of march. If you ask me how i'm feeling, well.. nothing much. I just noticed a start loving some one when they met my requirements, and when they are willing enough to let me in. That's when i will start loving that some one. Maybe cause shan made it through the possible girlfriend list and i was stubborn. I wanted her and only her. That was my decision. Call it love? Hmm i don't know. Maybe thats how i fall in love with some one. Anyway.. none possible candidates now. Friends are always better now. Easier, but also freaking busy at the same time. Like today, i've got driving in the morning later, then i'm heading to polyclinics to get my feet out. Some thing's really wrong with them and its starting to spread to my fingers, better get it check before anything happens. No its not AIDS. I havn't been doing it at all. hee. Crap. =) After that i'm heading down town to meet Zhijun for dinner. We intend to have xiao long bao at din tai feng (paragon). No plans on tuesday yet but i don't have to return to camp till thursday night =).
Well enjoy the new songs people..
I can't always be around for everybody. Sorry =(

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Thursday, February 14, 2008

A very very powerful conversation. No offence girls but we guys just thinks its true =D

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Phil's flowers =)




Happy vday everyone. =)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Just came back from movie. Went to watch Sweeney Todd with Ros. She asked me for that movie quite some time ago. Says its her treat and all so we picked a day. The movie's ain't that nice, got bored half way through. It's a musical movie, some thing like 'Enchanted'. Well thanks for bringing so much stuff to school and change your uniform after that to meet up for the movie. Know your tired. =) Happy Valentines Day ok.
Just felt really bad. Always appreciating the wrong people. That's my mistake and i havn't changed since. I bought flowers for phil. She picked the number 9, so i end up buying 3 sunflower and 6 red roses. 100bucks. Kinda xin tong coz she doesn't seem honoured and the flowers didn't reach its aim. It was suppose to be a trick to get her out on vday but she's out studying. She's having a paper on friday. Yeah.. just kinda felt that i could have given those flowers to some one else. Some one who i felt i owe them something. Hmm.. anyway whats done is done. Just get over it.
Shan's online. Don't want to talk to her. I guess its better this way. I need time away from her. I hope she's having plans tomorrow. Or well she can work tomorrow. The restaurants are gonna be busy with the vday's orders anyway.
Having dinner with zhijun on monday. Asking her out is always a tricky war. You've gotta plan every single thing before you can ask her out. Where to eat. What movie to see. What time to meet. Where to eat. What to do. And you know how lazy i am to make this kinda decisions. =)
Hope everyone have fun this vday. I'm most prob staying home and game ba. haha.

Been sleeping very little ever since deployment start. Night shifts , late gaming and all... Starting to shrink. Shorter now. White hair getting more. I hardly have the time to go for run. Hardly swim or tan now. Just yeah, sense myself weaker and older every minute. Hmm.. that's all ba. end here. =) nights ppl.

I don't want to get attached. I'm not after some one. So far, i don't see anyone that i can bring back and meet my family. It's better of being friends. I'm scared. I dare not lose. I dare not to even try. I'm being nice but just as friends. I don't understand love. Hoping some one will let me know but well, what is it actually? How much can you put in it? How much isit worth for you to trust it. Family love.. Love between a boy and a girl. Loving your pet. Loving the stuff you possess, clothes, watch, shoes. There's so many of them. What isit actually? How much do you know about it? You tell me =) cause i really don't know. I've learn to find importance in other stuff. Work. Friends. Game. Doing the best in whatever's given to you. It's upmost important now. Like i told mw, some people, you treat them nice but they don't give a fuck about you. Some people who treated you nice, you will never appreciate. Come on, stop being a typical human. Stop being that typical lucas. Learn. Learn to be something else. Learn to let people change for you and stop changing for some one else. Learn to be the own you. Learn to be yourself and be proud of it.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Don't know what to wear man. =(




Hmm.. =) ha.



The big family.



The kids.



Well.. we filled up 3 tables. ha. Had fun. Havn't seen them in awhile. All grown up already. Girls all wearing skirts now. Boys all up to casual formal, long sleeve, pants and all. Everyone grown taller. The ladies got a better figure now. Blah blah. It really nice to get together with them. Especially that every one is here. Recieve whole loads of ang bao too. Havn't open them though, don't intend to know. Its not that important to me. =) Well every one going in different directions now. JC, Uni.. hmm.. yeah.
They ask about my girlfriend too. Well.. broke up. I have to announce to everyone that we finished off already. She ran away with some other guy. My bad. Some aunt started spreading that im going to get married already, engaged and all.. Fuck. Ha.. its crap la. where got so fast. Seriously aunties talk whole lot of crap. haha. Bullshit man.

Well i hope everyone had a enjoyable holiday. And a certainly fulfilling weekend. I finally enjoyed new year today. Tomorrow is visiting that. Quite a number of places. Good luck everyone. =) <3 all.
*hugs*

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Friday, February 8, 2008

I went back to camp last night and i saw this.

My guy friends, i don't know who, apparently change the poster girl on my locker to Sarah Tan.

And guess what they written on it?..
"Hi lucas, <3 you always." Damn sweet can. I mean imagine if those words were from sarah tan herself. Fuck. I'm like a bloody rock star la. Well my guys made my day. Anyway im hoping for maggie Q. Fiona, this and that. Ha. Guys, get them to write the same words or maybe some thing more k. Man, love my bunk. I'm like loved by so many hot chick. So happy.. =)
*continues dreaming of being surrounded by models*
oh god if i can get gillian.~ wow. wait.. can i have both the twins? That'll made me better than edison hahahahahaha.~~~

Friday, February 08, 2008

Thursday, February 7, 2008

hahaha.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Had fun web camming with Ching Ting :) we played Peek A Boo and *Twist Twist*. Ha. Thanks for making my day!

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Fucking boring :(

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Had a happy time on the dinner table. Some aunt said i'm like handsome. Got the Shang jing face. Like can go acting or modelling or some sort. Well it pleases me, at least they aren't asking about my studies or the plan after NS. We talk about teeth and all. Said my teeth is well grown. Don't have to put braces although i told them i want to. They say i'm a perfectionist. They said my eye brow is also nicely kept compared to my other cousins. Gosh. She sure made me felt very happy. Mummy was like hinting that the aunt is trying to get her daughter to marry me. Hahaha. Damn funny la. Well.. yeah its a great night. Was basically up in the cloud by her words.

Grandpa grandma. Small aunt. Big aunt and kids went to indonesia already. The next following days would be rather quiet i guess. Till sat, when they are back. We are going for dinner again. =) Heard from my mum, grandma's cooking a small meal. =) So happy. I really havn't eat home cook for long awhile. YEAH! haha.

More pictures coming up i guess. Happy new year everyone!.

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

While resting - A blowjob view of watching movie. =)



Taking the Train from Terminal to Terminal.



Celestina. Gosh. This is why she's hot. Hot. Hot~


Hmm. i've got nothing much to blog actually.. Hmm.. yeah. Have fun this new year people. Love my guys!. My guy friends just rock :)

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Have some spare time to type some shit away so here i am. Going back camp later. I quite stupid lately. Don't know what i'm thinking also. It's pretty hard to focus. Really proves the fact that guys can't multi-task. I was playing game last night while lana was on the other end babbling away about her stuff. I asked her what she will be doing the next day twice in an hour ha. I really don't know what i was thinking, probably too engross in my game and i just wanted to say something. You know me, the usual stuff to ask when there's nothing to say is, 'have you eaten?', 'what are you doing?', this kinda questions keep the other person going. It shows you care too. Unless you meet those kinda person who just loves to give you like one or two word replies then too bad =) you've got to learn to talk about your stuff. Just fucking find something to say. Ya.. then today, i forget to bring my wallet out. Ming wei called. This and that sms-ed. Like the mind's too packed with so many stuff. I rushed out to me phil, end up i late. Cause of the wallet. Have to go back and get it. Can't go out with her and have her paying everything. Alot of stuff happened in camp. Actually its just me..
When i was on msn with phil yesterday and we talk about meeting up today. I thought my shift was a day shift so i wouldn't have to go back camp early today but when i asked her out already, i checked my schedule and fuck. Its a night shift. Meaning i have to go back early. End up i have to call up some people to help me take my night shift so i can go back later today and do their day tomorrow. Anyway long story. Its all sorted out already and just fuck it. I don't care how sucks it is or how tired i will be, I'll be doing both the day and the night shift tomorrow, at least i still can look forward to going back on tuesday early. Damn talking about tuesday. When the heck is ros man. We were suppose to visit Gelera for waffles. Is it half price on tuesday or thursday?? hmm.. forgotten.
Yeah so i was late =( She damn bad la first thing she say,"Wei she me jiang ci~" :'( sorry la~ so we went down. She damn funny. She don't know what to do at all, cause she says its always people doing for her, like get a new phone line, replacement of sim card.. blah blah. So i brought her to the starhub there, ask her to talk to the sales herself, i'm not helping her ha she have to learn. =D After that we went to eat ha. Pretty cool. Cause i don't have to think of what to eat. I ask her if she have anything in mind, she say burger king. HA. Off we go to burger king then. So easy. So simple. We walk around abit. Went back quite early cause she have to meet another batch of friends. Oh and she was out with me today cause she lost her phone and nobody could find her nor could she find anybody ha. So like consider quite lucky ba. Can go out with her. Mummy ask me when i cannot cancel the meeting. Thats the reason why - cause its hard to get.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Funny conversation. =) yeah im goin out tomorrow. She needs to go vivo, so do i.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

States that,


She needs caring(showing interest in her feelings and heartfelt concern for her well-being), He needs trust(having a positive belief in her man's abilities and intentions).


She needs understanding(listens without judgement but with empathy to her feelings), He needs acceptance(lovingly recieves a man without trying to change him).


She needs respect acknowledges her rights, wishes, and needs), He needs appreciation(acknowledges his efforts and behaviour).


She needs devotion(commits himseld to supporting and fulfilling her), He needs admiration(admiring your man of cause, to see him with wonder, delight, and pleased approval).


She needs validation(means agreeing with her view,even when you have a different view), He needs approval(don't quite understand).


She needs reassurance(repeatedly showing his care and is devoted), He needs encouragement.



Hmm there are quite alot of stuff. Some which i think are really making sense. For example,
- Why men like to hide in their own caves.
- Men are like rubber band. Pulling away then coming back and pulling away again but only to this far.
- Why women are like waves. Mood swing easily.

oh oh.. there's this. 25 ways to scored big with venus

1) Surprise her with flowers.

2) Resist the temptation to solve her problems.

3) When you are going to be late, call her.

4) Don't channel surf when she's watching TV with you.

5) Take short romantic getaways.

6) Wash her car.

7) Get in bed at the same time.

8) Pay more attention to her that others in public.

9) Tell her how much you missed her when you were away.

10) Treat her the way you did when you first met.

11) Never forget her birthday.

12) When holding hands, don't let your hand go limp.

13) Compliment her new look.

14) When seeing her, give her a hug before doing anything else.

15) Plan a date several days in advance.

16) Offer to help her when she's tired.

17) Practice listening and ask questions.

18) Suggest a new restaurant.

19) Open the door for her.

20) Take her side when she's upset with someone.

21) Whenever you need to "pull away," let her know that you will be back.

22) Ask her how she is feeling.

23) When listening make eye contact.

24) Bring her presents like a small box of candy or perfume.

25) Give her a kiss and say good-bye when you leave.

So.. How many have you done?


Hmm.. 25 ways to score big on MARS.
Later ok?.. hands tired liao. =PpP

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Friday, February 1, 2008

I just came home not long ago. darn tired. After book out went straight to Liang's place and we played mahjong. Talk abit. Spend some time together with the guys. Lost 8bucks. Not alot. =) I always play just to entertain them, spend time together but now cannot already. Liang's been winning too much ha, so from today on, next time play mahjong with them cannot take them as friends, have to go all out and kill them. Take all their $$ hahaha!!.
Quite alot to blog but im really tired. Gotta go bathe and sleep.
Mw and hannah are like really serious this time. Mw did some thing and hannah's pissed. Mw isn't trying hard enough (so hannah says) but whatever the reason is.. it isn't good for the both of them. Hmm.. its afterall their problem. I don't want to blog much about it. Maybe not today. After i wake up bah.
I thought of buying shan her roses but i'm not going to ask her out on vday. Just hope the roses will at least make her happy if that guy happens to ditch her or something that day. I don't know. What do you all think? Should i? Some ask me for what? Why bother?.. Quite dilemma. I just wish she's well taken care of. I asked phil to go out with me. Just want to spend the day pampering someone, like how one should on vday. She's at least still considering. Its afterall a important day and not just any other day. Cannot anyhow go out with any guy. She's the kind who believes that if you have something you want to say, you will say it, so whenever i am down, i look for her, she never asks why but the funny thing about her is she doesn't take the first step. ha. Anyway.. I want to go to this "the cheesecake cafe" badly man. Their cheesecakes looks so nice in pictures. I wonder if it tastes nice too.
alright i'm really going to sleep now. Damn i still can't find replacement for 9th feb. It's a sat. I need some one to take my morning shift. The whole family are going for holiday during new year, so i've only got the weekends to celebrate/visiting and all. Honestly speaking i'm just a little pissed. Especially with the people over the next bunk. Like its damn pathetic that i have to turn to other platoons for help. My own people are like so against me. When they needed something i always try to help. When others needed replacement, they can easily find it the day before. I've been trying to get mine for the past week and i couldn't get any. Everybody is saying,"Every man for himself." It's really bastard to hear it la. I never say that kinda stuff to you all before man. Maybe i'm being too nice. Always ok ok, yes yes. I'm not being unreasonable here. Just wanted you to think about others when you are out enjoying. That's all man. I just hate it when i have to turn to others besides the family. They are the cloest you've got. They turn you down, you are equal to shit. Maybe my feelings are too much.
If i can. I wish i was cold and heartless.. I kick and kill stray pets. I spit on old faggot aunties and uncles. I walk infront of the blind and point a middle finger at them and laugh like a king. I wish i turn people down when they needed help. I wish i always give a cold shoulder. I wish i was born devil. Not being able to feel anything. No remorse. No regrets. No forgiveness. Only hatred. Only revenge. That way its so much easier. No hurt. No bad feelings. Who cares.

Friday, February 01, 2008