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Saturday, December 20, 2008

I feel so lonely. I called up my friend and ended up being mistaken as being drunk. Like.. nobody understands how pathetic it is. Everybody still thinks i have alot of friends..

I have to buy my own Christmas ablum this year.. and i'm sharing it with myself.

All i want for christmas is to fall in love. I can't. I don't know why. Probably can't find some one who loves me back. Lonely lonely christmas for me.. Lonely white christmas. Hanging reindeers on the top of my monitor and a red santa hat on my door. A small christmas tree in my quiet room. I guess.. Its just me and the songs and my bed.. I'm so tired.. ahh.. lonely lonely.

Nobody understands. No one cares lala la la.. and its the xmas time of the year. My favourite time of the year. Should i pamper myself with a 500+ watch? Hmm.. I need a girlfriend to spurge on each other. I need a perfume. I need to spend a bubble bath in the bath tub and red wine with turkey. Christmas carollings.

Last Christmas i gave you my heart.. but the very month you gave it away. You MIA-ed and left. This christmas i gave it to fuck up guys whose going to settle for korean dinner with Kbox after that. I RATHER STAY HOME!. So not tempting to go.. but i have no other plans. I need a girlfriend. I want to fall in love. I want to be loved and pampered back. I BLOODY WANT MY ATTENTION BUT NOBODY IS GIVING IT! ROAR. FUCK CHRISTMAS. FUCK YOU JESUS CHRIST. you made christmas a day of sharing the joy BUT I'M NOT IN JOY AT ALL!. MOFO.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Friday, December 12, 2008

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Friday, December 12, 2008

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I haven't been blogging for awhile..
Some updates would be that i'm actually resigning. Its not confirm as to when my last day would be. I just can't survive in the enviroment. To put in good terms, they leave you there to do your stuff but that's just 'on the surface' kind of judgement. Sometimes you feel that many eyes are looking at you, many gossips are going around behind your back but just when you turn back to look at them, they act like nothing is happening.
First they said i was usually late, he said that he's got complains that i didn't hand in my assignment on time. I was so pissed off. I hate being maligned. I told them there wasn't any date line given at all, and usually when there is one, like lets say friday this week, i usually finish on tuesday and submitted already. Than he said that i never ask. Everything is - 'You never ask.'
He gave me over the weekend to decide if i am still interested in the job.
I came back early. I woke up earlier. Rush out. Dress nicely.. All prepare.
Than came, into the room again. 'I can see your not interested in the work. You've been surfing the net.' (hello, i've finish my work! And like wtf so is everybody else doing it, not just me??)
You said i was late, i came early.
Now you still say i'm not interested. Honestly speaking, I'M NOT. You tell me today i come early, 2-3 years you worry if i'll still come early or not etc. And i can tell you, i'm earlier than alot of people already and fuck you. 2-3 years down you dare say, 2-3 i'm still stuck with the drawings, i might as well leave now. I just kept quiet. I have to.. My mum isn't working. I tried to take it that -work is after all work, it will get boring but we all need the money so bear with it. I TRIED LIVING WITH THAT THEORY. I shut up and went work. I don't complain already and look who's complaining now. I mean i've always thought women are bitchs to give this kind of attitude, i didn't know that even working gives you one. If you want some thing say.. Over here at this company, they tell you 'come on, lets be frank about it, talk like a man.' I asked them what the difference between being a confirmed staff and not being one, cause he said he couldn't confirm me, and he said, 'The only difference is being confirm you need one month notice to leave the company, being not confirm, 1 week you can go already.' Nothing said about year end bonus. Nothing said about company benefits. As if that was only that. They said it like so point bankly. Doesn't really answers your question.

I'm going to dreamworks advertising pte ltd to interview tomorrow. If you want to see me in tie, blazer etc you can come meet me. They wanted me to go in professional wear, no choice. Interviewing as a sales & marketing executive. Its a good company. Very well known and i hope i can get in. Get involve in some events, do something exciting for a change, go meet new people. Make new friends. Get some connections. BUT so far i heard this company isn't as good as it seems to be. Well since i already taken leave, might as well.

Yeah well thats all for work i guess.


Absence makes the heart grow fonder. I'm so pissed yet so sad at the same time. We haven't been talking and i don't know why. Probably its me.. Partly cause she's busy with school. I don't know... Its been 3 weeks 2 days. She doesn't seem to care and it hurts me. I feel so stupid.. I'm neglected. All the 'lucas what are you doing? where are you? Want meet me later anot.' Gone. No more. Now, its 'i'm busy.'. 'My phone is spoilt.', 'No, cannot call me, later the phone auto shut down.'. 'House phone spoil cannot call out.', 'You working, you suppose to call me what.'. Stop.. .. its painful man. Maybe its PMS. I don't know.. I don't have PMS. You tell me whats wrong. Maybe cause i emo lately. 5 mins happy, 5 mins fucking sad. Hannah said i've fallen for her. I don't want to but i guess i am. Or maybe its the I-Miss-You-So-Fucking-Much syndrome. I miss the 'lucas do you need a hug?',

yes i miss it. I'd drop my wallet like 2-3 more times for it (considering that my cards are still intact and i get my wallet back). I miss the 'Do you think i'm kissable?'. I miss the 'I am cute and chubby what! Cannot meh?.'.. .. .. I'm so stressed out. I want to smile again. I want to really laugh without feeling so bad that i'm actually laughing and that i tearing alway. I'm so scared i'm not having a job soon. I'm so worried about school. I don't know if i want to start now or start 6 months later. Financial doesn't allow me to do so and i can't loan from bank since i'm resigning. I feel so jealous when everbody else is smiling and laughing away while i'm not. I some times wish they all die. Evil yes but i wish their live is 10x worse den me, 100x worse then people in poorer coutries so they can actually sense the sadness, drown the whole world with tears.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I went to pamper myself today. Indulging in my favourite food.
Strawberry Cheesecake from venezia.




And i went to catch 'Quarentine' today.

Before i went for it, the reviews online was written:

"Quarantine", a remake of the award-winning Spanish horror "[REC]" is no exception. It's fair to say that the handheld camera technique has helped a lot in bringing out the feel of the film from the already formidable plot. Through such realistic camerawork, the audience is taken on a journey of fear, not only of the mysterious threat inside the building but the fear that is felt by the cameraman himself, in this case, the Afro-American Scott, as he and the main character Angela run, hide and fight their way to safety from the terror that has befallen upon them the moment they decided to catch a group of fire-fighters in action on camera.

Jennifer Carpenter gave an interesting performance as the lead Angela Vidal.
... ... she starts to get better and better every minute and by the time the action starts to intensify, you can smell the fear and paranoia coming from her and it feels very real. You almost want to slap her for being so annoyingly freaked!

Kudos to the writers responsible for the interesting plot. Instead of your normal zombie tragedy of 'scientific-experiments-gone-wrong', the last 15 minutes turns it into something more superior to your B-grade zombie movie. The only bane is of course the fact that at times you will feel like getting inside the movie and hold Scott's hand so he won't shake the camera too much.


And.. yes i agree. I went into the movie expecting alot from this woman and fucking hell yes, i do feel like slapping her throughout movie, i mean she's so freaking annoying, her 'half-crying' is more frequent than the moans of the zombies and her pleads for wanting the light to be shone on her because she's so afraid of the dark is really so irritating. Selfishly demanding. Shine on you already then what? still die right.

Overall
Scare Factor 4/5
Plot 3/5
Gore Factor 3/5
(its not so gore, still can accept, bloody, biting of the neck, fracture bones but still walking. To me, still ok. Not so bad.)
Actors/Actress 3.5/5 (not really the famous few but i would say not bad. A little too much but not bad.)
Throughout movie excitment 4/5 (jumpy. Like playing game. Got chase up and down, into a room, out of the room.. etc.)


Some introduction into Rabies (if you don't already know what it is, cause i do HA!)

Quarentine of rabies infected

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Monday, December 1, 2008

I never learn my lesson..
:'( poor judgement.

Monday, December 01, 2008