Saturday, February 23, 2008

Suppose to be out with zhijun but her friends kinda surprised visit her so she couldn't make it at the last minute. I'm pissed with phil. She's an idiot.. Whenever i ask her out, her reply is,"See how lo." and then when i ask her again the day before, she would have plans with her friends already. It's like quite fuck up. I ask you, long before your friends do, you tell me see first. Your friends ask you after me, you gave them an answer straight. Fuck, even as a friend. Where the fuck do i stand man. Not even a first come first serve?.
I havn't get the birthday present. Sucks. Running out of time. The stuff at the nearby shopping mall sucks.
I can't find my adidas strap. It's the older version. I looking for blue. I decided blue will be my favourite color now. My msn chat box is on blue. My watch shall be blue. My new phone shall be blue too =P


I went out alone today.
Went to the nearby shopping mall. Didn't want to walk around long cause i was alone.
So many people.
I returned my overdue library books.
Went to NTUC and spent close to 20bucks on snacks.
Bought my favourite Doritos.
Its expensive i know.
I only buy them once in awhile when im really down.
I spend on food without thinking.
I will eat and eat.
Or i wouldn't eat anything at all.
Maybe cause i was starving the whole day...
I bought pringles.
I bought bread from four leaves.
I bought long john.
And as if its not enough still,
I bought other food as well.
Went back home.
Guess i spent like 30+ just like that.
Didn't really feel anything.

Well.. at least later or tomorrow i can eat them in my own room while watching movies myself.
I downloaded "One missed call", "The mist" and "P.S i love you".
Its not that i love solitude.
Just.. my friends are all busy.
I've learnt to watch movies myself.
I've learnt to eat alone.
I've learnt to go out alone.
No matter how much i hate it.
but.. well,

That's the way it is.

Saturday, February 23, 2008