Saturday, May 31, 2008

I didn't sleep well at all last night.
Lie on bed thinking and thinking.
Just who's that guy.. what are they?
All i know from her is she dislike him. They used to meet every wednesday for dinner. She used to avoid him. She used to talk stuff complain about him but she doesn't tell it to me anymore. I, didn't dare to ask.
I don't know why. I went through his friendster profile last night. Went through his pictures.
His status.. "its complicated"
His pictures.. have 2 pictures of jun in it, one was "she says im emo.. haha" the other was "just the two of us".
His people who he wants to meet. "my silly silly wabbit".
I.. i hate to fall in love.
Hate this kinda feeling.
I changed my status back to being "single".
I don't want to end up like some idiot.
Jun's photo never had him inside. Well i never had hers. Even i don't dare to up it up on frenster or even smthing similar as hers HOW DARE HE.
Jun's profile is still single. He's its complicated.
Just wth is happening. I'm so messed up..
Shan, come back i want to cry. Come back and scold me..
Its pretty bad.. I look at her at times and i think what is she thinking. Freedom of speech is no longer even there. I kept quiet.

Saturday, May 31, 2008