Friday, May 16, 2008

Some times you cant help but think if its meant to be..
Saw this girl on bus today, 14 or maybe 15 years of age.
On her long slender fingers, there were so many scars or lets not say scars.. just wordings.

"I <3 wil"

"wilson"

The markings were still so red like its craved only yesterday.
Lucky its not tatoo, those wounds would heal.
You ask how i know?..

Cause like her, or any other young teenager, i too, craved on my hands before.
Its not pencil or pen markings, not those kind. It's written while blood was flowing.
I did it.. because i was so pissed with her. She thought of me every time during lessons and she couldn't help but drew on her hands.
She didn't show it to me, i remember i saw it and i questioned her.
And yes i flared up. Lectured her and gave her a cold shoulder.

but.. i ending up doing the same. Wanting to go through what she went through.
Now, i've been seeing her.
And have been everyday for the pass two days.
While we shared ice cream yesterday, i cant stop smiling.
Really felt xin fu.
Like after months since breaking up with shan.

Was it meant to be?
Would we end up being together again?..
Did you ever craved some one's name on yourself when you are young.. i only craved hers.
I mean... Has destiny already been settle for the both of you since then?
Did cupid shoot his arrows on the both of you?..
I just wonder.. and i smiled.
And i smiled.

All because of you..
Whatever it is, whatever we are, no matter how temperamental you may be.
Its those moments together that i will always keep it mind.

Seeing you later. SHOPPING HA!.

Im gonna slap her la, she never rest at all. her back havn recover and she's taking kick boxing and ABT start of june every sunday. and you know wad??.. i paid for it. ha. $130. I went swimming and tanning myself den jiu suan bian run errands for her. She havn return me, i said to put it with her till end of the month. I dnwan to send so much ha.

What do you guys think?
Ever ever wondered if the one ur with now, its all fated? ha.

Friday, May 16, 2008