Thursday, June 5, 2008

don't you find it pissed? like how come i'm still awake and all stressed up? and maybe she's there over the other end sleeping soundly? I don't blame her, she's got work and she's tired. but i'm torturing myself. Maybe i should sleep soon too.

Just like my friend said. I cared more. I had cared more about us. Even more about her. And being as a friend, i've just cared too much. I don't know what to say anymore. Felt like i lost my freedom of speech. Everything i say might be wrong. I better shut up and go sleep soon.

I didn't run. Had a talk with phil all the way. I walked and talked and talked.. Why the hell am i so emotional.

Thursday, June 05, 2008