Thursday, August 14, 2008

Ming wei was commenting that i should update my blog. Start blogging some shit and all.. well there isn't anything much to blog about actually.
2.12am in the morning. Been sleeping quite late the past previous nights because i'm gaming with liang. we game like till 6+ in throughout the endless night.
Listening to songs now.. chilling out. Taking a break and looking back over the past few day.
BBQ at ming wei place...
Oh today is hannah's birthday. Happy birthday hannah! :)
Today ming wei was saying xue sha earns about like 4k a month, she lost a digital camera and her bf just bought her one. My reply was,"bf rich wad." and he started saying about different people living different lives and why we aren't like them.
All i could say was,"people my age are driving around with a lexus or a audi and i'm still walking on two legs like some ice age freak."

I mean.. well i wasn't born lets not say golden, I WASN'T EVEN BORN SILVED-SPOON. I grow up with only my mum and its been tough for her. I couldn't ask for more than that of asking to be born from a better tummy in another life time. One that has a complete family. A father. I get my own car when im 18. I take over his business. Make it to front page of magazine...

Went SIM to register for Honours in Aerospace today. Its a part-time course. How i wish i can take full time course. So much for campus life. So much more fun. But i can't.. i gotta act like a grown up. I don't have the extra cash for me to do a full time course. I told mummy i want to take the course to go swiz but i ended up having the answer,"Stop dreaming la. You don't even have enough to buy air ticket there, you want to go there and study for 6mths?"

Just really woke me up and tell me hey, that's life. Life sucks. No matter how much you want it to be, it will never be. Through out there will be so many thing hindering you. So many things that you can't decide on. You don't have a choice and like i once said, Life - Its a living hell. I don't know what i did the past life time.. ..

shall blog again. its 3.43am now. I'm turning in. good night people.!

Thursday, August 14, 2008