Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Hi people, firstly i'm sorry that i've been gone for so long. Well since my last post i think its like 3 months plus? Ha! Alright I'll try to keep up with the writing habit alright.

Loads of stuff happened and i'll just start off brand new from today alright?

I went to the dental this morning. Just for regular cleaning. There wasn't any MC given so i guess i'll have to go back to office tomorrow and key in as leave. A leave well taken i suppose. I met up with jun after my dental and after her class and we went for movie marathon. We caught 'He's just not into you' at 1330 and 'The curious case of benjamin button' at 1530. There wasn't a break at all like we planned, the first show kind of drag through to 1540 or so and we missed abit of the starting of the second show. She's been having some issues with the boyfriend lately, i mean the issue has always been on going but the past few nights she hasn't able to sleep, some times crying so i accompanied her. We've been out frequent, gym, dinner, run etc.. got to go back to being focused on work soon, been slacking abit. Going to be confirmed soon and i don't want to extend it anymore. Actually i don't really know why i bother since i'm intending to leave after school starts.

I guess what makes me really want to stay is the bonus.. Life, its that way, you get something, you lose something. One's got to accept it. Over at the current company, the bonus is good but travelling is still a major problem, as per usual ha!

Hmm.. i've been having some issues myself. I'm lost at what to do, there is no need to do something about it, or there is? I'm not too sure. What do i really want? I'm like trap in two worlds, no matter how much i want them to exist together, i can't. It doesn't work that way. I don't know man, right now, i'm taking it as it goes. I got myself into this mess, not that i don't like it nor that i really like it but i feel tied up to this mess. I don't have room to move about. I feel so strandled. How..? Though i don't say it but its affecting me alot.. and its times like now that i don't know what to do. I'm hiding my thoughts to myself. Thoughts when spoken out need to have action, and every action has its own consiquences, it may affect one, it may affect more than one, it may have affect 1 day, 1 hour or it maybe years, maybe a life time. Do you understand my mess?.?

SNIPERS, anyone want to go on a holiday or bagpacking in june? Do share my your interest k.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009